Please don't take people's kindness and silence for granted!
who was the one who said that he doesn't want anyone to tag along on anni?
who was the one who always so happen to have some last min things on that day?
and who was the one who doesn't know how to push it away?! since we have already planned our schedule loooooooooong ago! and even confirmed it the night before!

why is it that..
it's always the last min stuffs that you always view it SO important and you WOULD always attend to!
even more important than anything else.. even more important than anni!
i thought you were the one who told me not to bring anyone along since it's OUR day?!
so what day was it yesterday?
other than NDP...
yea.. it was just NDP and xxx's birthday!
YEA! nothing else!
How great!!!

SO... my efforts of wearing nicely was to go your aunt's house for lunch and dinner with 12 other people to celebrate xxx's birthday!!
keep in mind... not 2 BUT 12 instead!!!!!!

so when they say there would be preparing dinner.. you knew it! you heard it! but just CHOSE not to tell them that you wouldn't be in for dinner cause you have some other plans!
so.. that makes it lunch, mahjong, dinner, mahjong yet again! and then.... WAH! IT's 9pm ALREADY?! SO FAST?! so i guess it's time for HOME SWEET HOME!!
such a wonderful and memorable anni! WOW~!!! I REALLY APPRECIATE THAT!!
it was the MOST MEMORABLE anni that one can ever ask for.. coz there were 12 other people celebrating it with you!! yea~ celebrating WITH YOU for SOMEONE ELSE's BIRTHDAY!!

I feel like a hopeless FOOL! to dress so nicely JUST to go to your aunt's house! and to even believe that you will head back home to change after lunch so that we can go out after that! what a BIG FAT FOOL i am! Thanks ar!

and so if it's really like what you said.. that you appreciate me wearing nicely coz it was for you to see only, as this tells you that i really care.. and that you only ask for the 2 of us to spend the day together and anywhere would be fine. then can you tell me why are you wearing a polo-t and a pair of bermudas?! are you trying to tell me that you don't even care?! since like what you said, wearing nicely = you care! So, i guess you are trying to tell me that you don't even give a damn. Fine! i've got the message!! Thanks ar!

and everyday you call... it's AMANDA this, AMANDA that!! when you went to the club.. it's also AMANDA should be here somewhere.. OH! i think that's AMANDA dancing! so i paid 10 bucks for you to GO EAT & DRINK, LOOK OUT FOR AMANDA DANCE, EYE ON AMANDA DANCE THROUGHOUT and RECEIVE FREE HUG from AMANDA! and OF COZ RETURN AMANDA'S HUG coz YOU WILL LOOK STUPID IF YOU DIDN'T!!

and when AMANDA forgets to bring her hp to work and borrows your hp for the whole day till the night, and you are so gracious to lend it to her! so what if she is the EEE biz mag? so what she needs to meet clients for her EEE club DURING OFFICE HOURS?! she aren't even supposed to do that! so what she needs to call the person when she reaches. if she is meeting her clients outside over a cup of coffee, she can always borrow your hp for awhile to let her clients know that she forgot to bring her hp for the day and let them know what kind/colour clothings she is wearing today, so that they can look for her. If she is meeting them at their office, i am sure there would be a reception counter that she could borrow a phone from.

And she got an interview at night too? so she also needed the hp?! why can't she borrow your hp and give them a call to confirm the venue and time beforehand and return you the hp? i am sure they wouldn't change the location and timing after that right?! so why does she need the hp till the night?! and how is she going to return you at night after the interview?? use that as an opportunity to go to your house so that she can return it to you?!

and since you can reject her for the night using the excuse that you need to use it, and that there would sure be a reception, so she can use the phone there. Then, i don't understand why you can't talk her out to inform her clients what she will be wearing beforehand, or use the phone at the reception, since the INTERVIEW is OBVIOUSLY MUCH MORE IMPORTANT!!

Weekends will always be movie time coz YOU WILL BE WORKING on weekdays and you NEED to sleep early at 12+pm.. so i didn't suggest to go out for late movies on weekdays.. But instead you would have time for dinner and last min bowling and mahjong session with YOUR BUDDIES till the wee hours, but no time for me!

I am sure this shows how much you love me!