i believe in miracles

Irritated

2011-05-06T00:49:00.003+08:00

What a week!!

I hate insensitive and unappreciative people!

So what if you are of higher rank? So what if you are a manager? What makes you think you have the right to order your subordinates however you want as if they are your puppets / servants?! And say those hurtful words in an attempt to embarrass me infront of everyone?!

So what if you graduated from a graduate? Well, I guess this is a concrete example that NOT everyone who holds a uni cert has high EQ. SOME obviously don't seemed to be as"well-educated" as people expect them to be!

I guess nobody can stand such nonsense!

3rd May, Tuesday
Had a long weekend as Monday a public holiday (Labour Day).
As usual, the 2 managers, R and S started off the day with breakfast like every other morning during office hours before meeting in boss T's room. A reminder popped up on my webex to attend a meeting over the other side of the office at the reception area. Packed my laptop and everything and headed over.

I was wearing slippers and since it was not so presentable to wear it at the reception area as guests / visitors may see. Furthermore, the new GM will be around that day. I went back to my desk to change back into my flats. Just as I reach my desk, the 2 managers just finished their meeting with boss T. I reminded them that they got another meeting to attend and everyone is waiting for the 2 of them to start.

Manager R: You are Bei or Miao ar?
Manager S: You need to attend the meeting over there meh?
Me: I don't know. They asked me to go over de.
Manager S: Who? Who asked you to go over de??! You don't need to attend. R, there is no need for her to attend right?
Manager R: Ya. Don't need.
Manager S: Ok. You stay here and do your work.
Manager R: Ya. You stay here and do what a Sales Admin should do.

Oh... well done! Mind you... when recruit express hired me, my position is called Sales Executive (contract). What right have you got to change my title to Sales Admin?!! Moreover, what right have you got to say it out SO loud? To declare to everyone who is sitting near my place that I am only a Sales Admin in an attempt to embarrass me???! What rights have you got to storm to HR, and demand them to change my title to Sales Admin instead of Sales Executive which was what they introduced me as to the whole company when I first joined??!! Wtf!!! -.-

I went to the meeting room, unplugged my laptop from the extension switch. Just then, the 2 managers entered the room. Manager S saw me squatting down to unplug my laptop switch.

Manager S: Eh.. 顺便 help me plug in my switch. (that was a command btw)

Of course, Manager R also handed me to plug in for her too. The first thought that came to my mind was.. Wow! You are treating me like a servant. Well done!

Manager S: Hey F (the presenter, who sent out the email reminder)! I don't think Bei Shan needs to attend this meeting coz she is only a Sales Admin. (Mind you!! She said that loudly infront of everyone in the meeting room!) WTF!!! How sensitive!! -.-

4th May, Wednesday
Like every other day, the 2 Managers went out breakfast during office hours again. Manager R did not bring her phone out for breakfast coz it was also having it's own breakfast in the office (charging phone). Her phone rang (retailer called) a few times.

Not long after that retailer called me instead coz Manager R could not be contacted, but I have got no idea why Manager R asked him to take 50+ quantities of the same material. So, he waited for Manager R to come back from her breakfast.

When Manager R came back from her daily office hour breakfast, she called back the retailer.

Manager R: Hi Kelvin! Sorry leh... I didn't give you love recently.
Kelvin: Huh?
Manager R: Haha.. Coz I never pick up your call yesterday as well as this morning mah. Never pick up your call means never give you love lor. So, I give you love now. Haha..

(What kind of conversation is this with a retailer? *Puzzled*)
They carried on to discuss the orders, and then suddenly, Manager R turned to me and asked an order which I had already raised long long ago, while she held on to the phone with Kelvin on the other end.

Manager R: Eh.. Bei ar... Have you raised the basketball orders already?
Me: Which basketball de? (They have so many doors and orders! Almost all doors order basketball materials please! In addition, there was another basketball order that just came in that morning!)
Manager R: Nor..... Those basketballs de ar.... (so helpful!)

I thought for a little while, coz I don't seem to remember myself raising any basketball orders at least the day before.

Me: Nope... I don't think so, which basketball order?
Manager R: So when are you going to start raising the orders? Wait till your mood is better??
Me: Huh? (WTF!!! -.- what are you trying to say?!! Since when did I not do your work? And since when was I in bad mood to start off with??!)

Then she went back to her phone and continue talking to Kelvin.
Manager R: Hey Kelvin ar... Bei Shan hasn't raised the order leh. She said that she is not in good mood, so don't want to help you raise lah.. She said wait for her to be in good mood then help you raise lor.. Since it is a new door and need to create new ship-to also mah.
Me: *WTF!!!!*

The moment I heard the words "new door" and "new ship-to", I knew immediately which orders she was referring to, coz I was the one who created it!! Without delay, I turned over to Manager R.

Me: You are talking about door H2 ar? (H1 is a basketball only door, H2 is a new basketball only door which is still under renovation and will be opening soon) I have created the new ship-to already mah. The orders were keyed in the following day once the new ship-to was out last week! I told you last week already mah.

Manager R heard me and told Kelvin.
Manager R: Oh! Bei Shan suddenly remember that she already helped you key in the orders le.

OH.. PLEASE!! Firstly, I asked you which order you were talking about, you were so super helpful in answering me! How the hell will I know which one you are talking, since I process so many things a day and I am not the wiggly worms crawling in your mind for goodness sake!!! And it's not like I did not update you regarding the order. I told you that I had already keyed it in once after I was done with it, but you just happily forget ALL about it and blame it back on me. To make things worst, you even told the retailer that I did not key his order in as I was not in the best of mood, and I will do it when my mood is better. Good job lor! -.-

What kind of nonsense is this?!!! I don't see how the 2 of you can be so insensitive to other's feelings and so unappreciative of the stuffs and people around you.

You may seem to be appreciative on the surface, but I guess you do not mean it deep down in your heart. Coz I can totally see it through your actions! You did coz you think that you should be doing it. You obviously did not do it from the bottom of your heart!

Like what people always say... Evil people will always get their revenge one day. I choose to believe so!

The grass is always greener on the other side...

2011-03-10T00:59:00.005+08:00

The grass is always greener on the other side.

People are always uncontented with what they have already owned.

Somehow... things that we don't possess always seem better!

Why is it so?? )):

Work hard, party hard!!

2010-12-12T22:54:00.004+08:00

am i really asking too much??

but i just wanna learn!
isn't asking questions the right thing to do when you don't understand anything??
perhaps... i am really too kiasu. ):

working and earning lots of money is my top priority currently.
no matter how unsupportive others are towards my view/aim,
i would try hard not to get discouraged!
even if it means having to work late into the wee hours,
i am happy as long as i am pursuing my interest,
and i know that i am slowly approaching my aim.
because i believe that hard work would ~~always~~ pay off.

i must say that i am really thankful to have such a great manager and fun colleagues.
although i know that the path before me will be really tough,
seeing the other colleagues trying their best motivates me to work even harder.

the Christmas party at Dallas Restaurant & Bar and after party at BeerMarket on Friday was really fabulous! :D
especially seeing *some people* doing all kinds of wild things..... Heex! ;P
i am so looking forward to the next party!!
HAHAHA! ^.^

Work hard, party hard!! XD

Christmas is coming!

2010-11-22T01:01:00.004+08:00

Christmas is coming!!

it makes me excited seeing those pretty winter coats in the stores!!
i wanna buy them so badly..
but is it practical??
maybe not.. since i wouldn't be going to europe / any freezing countries soon.
but no doubt, it still makes me so tempted to make those sweeties my asset! )):
it is even worse especially so since i am still jobless,
and my wealth is depicting fast!

saw this RED NewLook coat that i love last weekend at 313
thought it was a little ex as it cost $59 when i first saw it.
happened to know that they are having $50 voucher for the your purchase for any $50 spent (christmas promotion) at Tampines1 on Friday.
then it seems alright?? =x
thought that NewLook@Tampines1 didn't have it
so i decided to head back down to 313 today.
HOWEVER, the red NewLook coat that i saw last weekend is NO longer there anymore! )):
it seem like it has been sold out too! ))):

saw a real similar design of it in black at Zara@313 after the disappointment,
and it cost $279!!!
)))):

everyone is questioning me why am i still jobless!
i hate it especially when people ask me to just accept any job that i stumble across,
or why not semicon when i already told them the cons, and i am firm on my stand!
i don't wanna spend my time getting a job that wouldn't help me achieve my future goal.
i would rather spend more time looking for one that helps me in the long run.
coz i know clearly that if i were to get a temp/contract job,
i would be too tired / unmotivated to look for another job when i get back home!
(one good example at home! =x)

Life

2010-11-01T23:51:00.002+08:00

Life is unfair.

Life is demanding.

Life is a torture.

Life is a bit*h!.

why am i still alive??!

FML!!

2010-09-19T00:20:00.002+08:00

i really HATE it when..

people do things behind my back
and DELIBERATELY hide the truth from me
and i get to FIND it OUT myself!!
or people intend to hide it till i ask!!

so what if i would get angry if you tell me?
at least i am sure that
i wouldn't be as angry as when i get to
FIND THE FREAKING TRUTH OUT MYSELF!!

to me
not telling = untruthful! = HIDING!!
then
why the hell do you need to hide things??!
only when you know that
you have committed some abomination isn't it?!

and what makes me even more pissed is
you still have the guts to try to joke with me?!
you think it's a funny??!
i seriously DOUBT so!!

No wonder you enjoyed yourself SOOOOO MUCH!
for now
i know the GOD DAMN FU*KING reason!!

SELF-CENTRED MCP!!!

FML!!

dream...

2010-09-17T13:28:00.002+08:00

had a super sweet dream on a rainy day!

dreamt that i had a cute flower-boy bf,
who drives a red ferrari sports car! :D

a sweet dream.
a perfect dream.

Emo.......

2010-09-06T21:10:00.002+08:00

It's so tough..
I am getting sooo demoralized!!
It seem that nobody wants to hire me..

So what if you have a Degree?
It still means nothing if it's not up to company's expectation..
What is a "Good Degree"?
1st class & 2nd Uppper only?

There can only be that many 1st and 2nd Upper right?
What about the rest?
Are they considered as a BAD Degree?

So what if you don't fall within that "Good Degree" range??
You are even worst than a Poly grad!
Because "Good Degree" companies regard you as not meeting their expectations,
while other companies label you are too expensive to be hired!!

Furthermore, FRESH GRADS = fresh in work force = No/ Not much Experience!
And since poly & uni grads are both inexperienced.
Companies would rather employ someone with a Diploma cert.
At least they are cheaper than a "Not-up-to-expectation Degree" grad!
They can save some money!!

Engineering field are mostly employing people with 2-3 years' experience.
Banking sector mostly wants people who has Biz Degree!
So where do the remaining Fresh Engineering Grads go?

Finance and Insurance companies grabs them INSTANTLY!
YES INSTANTLY and REFUSE to LET you GO even though you are not interested!!!
Just like an Irritating SUPER GLUE!!
What about those that are not interested in that sector??
Unemployed!!

What a laughter!!
Students work their ass off to get into Uni,
thinking that it's the only way to secure themselves a good job.
However, this isn't the case!
You can still be unemployed if you are a UNI GRAD!!
Coz you are NOT a FLYER!

A Non-flyer Uni grad nowadays can't even secure themselves a position as an Admin Officer in a good company. Coz they want people with "Good Degree preferably Honours".

It aren't helping much..
to NOT have any good referee to make life easier!!

It aren't helping to be a little shorter too!!
Now I know..
Even a centimetre is important!!
Coz that very centimetre will cause you to loss a job interview opportunity!!

For a girl,
If you don't have the brains..
But you have the faces and vibes,
it's fine..
you can be a model!
or earn a living with your face or sexy body etc..

If you are not that pretty,
It is still fine..
Plastic surgery is so common nowadays!

As for me..
I am not smart nor pretty,
and I have no talent in languages,
plus I am short,
It's like the worst combi!
It's so hard to find a job!!!!

And some people had to keep asking me every other day things like:
- Got a job already?
- How many resumes have you sent? Very little only right? Send more la!
- What kind of jobs did you apply?
- What is your grades? (in a sarcastic way)

What makes you think that I NEED to tell you ALL these stuffs in detail??
You aren't even my parents or boyfriend!
We wouldn't even close to start off with.
I don't even have any memory of us chatting much.
Didn't even stay in contact after JC 1st 3 months!

And now that I have just graduated from Uni,
why are you so interested in all these stuffs?
Especially since you are also not going to intro me a job.
Furthermore, you already have a gf.
Aren't you supposed to be more concerned about her??!

~~Anyway, blocking you temporarily on msn should be a good thing..~~
Maybe..
I would have lesser pimple outbreak!

Sometimes, I just hate myself!!!

i can stand it no more!!

2010-08-10T13:10:00.003+08:00

Please don't take people's kindness and silence for granted!
who was the one who said that he doesn't want anyone to tag along on anni?
who was the one who always so happen to have some last min things on that day?
and who was the one who doesn't know how to push it away?! since we have already planned our schedule loooooooooong ago! and even confirmed it the night before!

why is it that..
it's always the last min stuffs that you always view it SO important and you WOULD always attend to!
even more important than anything else.. even more important than anni!
i thought you were the one who told me not to bring anyone along since it's OUR day?!
so what day was it yesterday?
other than NDP...
yea.. it was just NDP and xxx's birthday!
YEA! nothing else!
How great!!!

SO... my efforts of wearing nicely was to go your aunt's house for lunch and dinner with 12 other people to celebrate xxx's birthday!!
keep in mind... not 2 BUT 12 instead!!!!!!

so when they say there would be preparing dinner.. you knew it! you heard it! but just CHOSE not to tell them that you wouldn't be in for dinner cause you have some other plans!
so.. that makes it lunch, mahjong, dinner, mahjong yet again! and then.... WAH! IT's 9pm ALREADY?! SO FAST?! so i guess it's time for HOME SWEET HOME!!
such a wonderful and memorable anni! WOW~!!! I REALLY APPRECIATE THAT!!
it was the MOST MEMORABLE anni that one can ever ask for.. coz there were 12 other people celebrating it with you!! yea~ celebrating WITH YOU for SOMEONE ELSE's BIRTHDAY!!

I feel like a hopeless FOOL! to dress so nicely JUST to go to your aunt's house! and to even believe that you will head back home to change after lunch so that we can go out after that! what a BIG FAT FOOL i am! Thanks ar!

and so if it's really like what you said.. that you appreciate me wearing nicely coz it was for you to see only, as this tells you that i really care.. and that you only ask for the 2 of us to spend the day together and anywhere would be fine. then can you tell me why are you wearing a polo-t and a pair of bermudas?! are you trying to tell me that you don't even care?! since like what you said, wearing nicely = you care! So, i guess you are trying to tell me that you don't even give a damn. Fine! i've got the message!! Thanks ar!

and everyday you call... it's AMANDA this, AMANDA that!! when you went to the club.. it's also AMANDA should be here somewhere.. OH! i think that's AMANDA dancing! so i paid 10 bucks for you to GO EAT & DRINK, LOOK OUT FOR AMANDA DANCE, EYE ON AMANDA DANCE THROUGHOUT and RECEIVE FREE HUG from AMANDA! and OF COZ RETURN AMANDA'S HUG coz YOU WILL LOOK STUPID IF YOU DIDN'T!!

and when AMANDA forgets to bring her hp to work and borrows your hp for the whole day till the night, and you are so gracious to lend it to her! so what if she is the EEE biz mag? so what she needs to meet clients for her EEE club DURING OFFICE HOURS?! she aren't even supposed to do that! so what she needs to call the person when she reaches. if she is meeting her clients outside over a cup of coffee, she can always borrow your hp for awhile to let her clients know that she forgot to bring her hp for the day and let them know what kind/colour clothings she is wearing today, so that they can look for her. If she is meeting them at their office, i am sure there would be a reception counter that she could borrow a phone from.

And she got an interview at night too? so she also needed the hp?! why can't she borrow your hp and give them a call to confirm the venue and time beforehand and return you the hp? i am sure they wouldn't change the location and timing after that right?! so why does she need the hp till the night?! and how is she going to return you at night after the interview?? use that as an opportunity to go to your house so that she can return it to you?!

and since you can reject her for the night using the excuse that you need to use it, and that there would sure be a reception, so she can use the phone there. Then, i don't understand why you can't talk her out to inform her clients what she will be wearing beforehand, or use the phone at the reception, since the INTERVIEW is OBVIOUSLY MUCH MORE IMPORTANT!!

Weekends will always be movie time coz YOU WILL BE WORKING on weekdays and you NEED to sleep early at 12+pm.. so i didn't suggest to go out for late movies on weekdays.. But instead you would have time for dinner and last min bowling and mahjong session with YOUR BUDDIES till the wee hours, but no time for me!

I am sure this shows how much you love me!

Graduated! :DDDDD

2010-05-13T01:21:00.002+08:00

I have finally graduated!!! :DDDDDDDDD

Exams ended last Thursday and had our FYP presentation on Monday.. followed by grad night at Marriot Hotel yesterday (Tuesday).. what a tight and busy schedule!! Went to Timber at substation after that to chill till they close at 1am.

Planned long ago to go out with wk and friends today already.. so couldn't make it for the dinner with Victor (FYP mentor) to thank him for helping me with my FYP for the past year.

Treating Dexter to dinner this Friday for helping me with FYP too or catch up with IA colleagues.. Life seems busy even after exams! But of coz in a good way~! :DDDD

shall upload the grad night photos and timber photos another day.. :D

xoxo,
nitex!

P-O-H!

2010-05-01T15:40:00.004+08:00

i can't take it anymore!!!

why is it that it's only our family and others aren't experiencing it?!!

it's not as if i didn't inform you..
i did inform you ok!
i did exactly what you told me to do the other time.
and more excuses are coming out from you...
i know you all are concern about me..
but don't you all think that this is overly concern??!

we can't do this.. we can't do that...
can your go out and explore around and
STOP staying at the long-past and backdated era! -.-

it's not that i went out clubbing..
it's just late dinner and a midnight movie for goodness sake!

staying out late will affect my health?!
then what about staying up late to study at home?
doesn't it serve the same effect?
NO.. maybe it's worst..
coz to be exact.. you are stressing yourself when studying
and relaxing while you are out!

you shouldn't make it a habit?
it's just occasional.. does occasional make it a habit?
i doubt so!

next time when i get married and have kids.. WK will be so used to late nights that he will go out "occasionally" to gather with friends and abandon me with the kids at home every time?
hello! if he is out.. what makes you think that husbands who have late night activities are bad husbands.
there are so many late night activities..
it still boils down to what kind of activity is that isn't it?
i believe late night suppers and movies are still not that bad after all..

furthermore.. what makes you think i wouldn't be out too?
there were couples who brought their young kids out for late night movies last night too..
you see?! it depends on individual!
not because you don't like it then others should also not do it!

anyway... you all really have too many excuses to make me stay home at night.
why don't you just secure a tracking system on me
so that your can track down my location and every movement??

why can't i go overseas with friends?
i know your meant good for not letting me go overseas with bf.
but why does it apply to friends too?!
can you give me a good reason since i am using my own money..
except for all the bank loan that i have to pay after graduating.. and the monthly allowance i have to contribute?!!

can you also give me a good reason for not letting me go overseas w/o you around?
and why can i ONLY go overseas w/o you after i get married?
don't you think it is a little too much?!

do you know why i have so little friends?
you all and your all your overly concern excuses are the reason to it.

sometimes..
i feel like a P-O-H (prisoner-of-home)!

twinkle twinkle little stars.. :D

2010-04-06T12:18:00.002+08:00

Looked up upon the sky just before i turned in last night...
the whole cloudless sky was filled with twinkling stars and a clear bright moon!

the bright twinkling stars look extraordinary gorgeous against the dark blue sky.. :D

i love stars! :D

it is as though..
they own this special strength..
that is able to absorb all my worries away...
leaving me relaxed all of a sudden..

it is as though
they own this strength..
that makes me feel like the luckiest person on earth...

i wish...
every night would be like last night.. ((:

Drained...

2010-04-02T00:25:00.007+08:00

i came across this mv recently.. really love it!!

somehow... it makes me miss dancing! )):

it has been quite a long while since i felt so exhausted...
am going to lala land le..
Goodnight!

bad aura!!

2010-03-30T15:19:00.005+08:00

many bad things happened....
bad aura... so please stay far away from me..
if you don't want to catch those bad aura from me!!!

it seemed that life is against me recently..
everything is not right.
what's happening to me?

i seem to be disappointing everyone...
especially those closest to me..
a very sincere sorry to all those
that i have hurt/disappoint either directly/indirectly.. ):
i never meant harm..

i have always thought that being in a pageant
is something honourable and to be proud of..
it also signifies that that you are popular among your peers
so it doesn't cause much harm..

but i guess i am wrong...
i swear that i was unaware of some stuffs that happened in the lab..
and i regret what i have done...
i guess it would be difficult for you to forgive me..
but i am really really sorry..

also sorry for being so clumsy..
a bad (first) impression made...
maybe i shouldn't attend those kind of events next time..
they don't suit me...

sorry for inviting you over for dinner..
causing you a cut and a bomb! )):

beg bug..
please leave my sis alone!

quiz was bad...
i should be on mc!

took train from Pioneer station home yesterday..
the train was arriving..
WK's friend hurried up the escalator to catch the train..
and i followed behind..
was climbing up the escalator when someone behind said, "excuse me"

so i decided to climb even faster(as the LHS was occupied by standing passengers)
furthermore, I was also hurrying for the train.

however, unfortunately...
when i reaching the platform..
i realized that it was impossible for WK to catch that train
as he was still behind and it was about time for the the train doors to close.

so...
i moved aside from the escalator quickly
so as to let the guy behind rush in.

but when that man was nearing the train,
the doors began to close and he didn't manage to catch the train.
so.. he turned over...
stared angrily at me and scold "F***"
then he continued walking..
after a few metres..
he turned over a few mores ending off with "F***" each time..

when i told WK about it..
he was quite pissed and said rather loudly, "Siao! if you are really in a hurry, take a cab lah!"
which i agree..
i mean i was also rushing for the train,
not as id i was taking my own sweet time, admiring the "sceneries" and hindering your progess.. -.-

sometimes i just wonder..
why do people behave like they are so uneducated! -.-

life sucks!

interview

2010-03-20T01:19:00.003+08:00

why does it seem like nobody is in full support of me?
ok.. fine... maybe i am not that desperate in getting it..
but of coz i still hope to pass it right?
i meant who would hope themselves to fail when they have already made up their mind to go for it..

it is not as if i can choose my height..
who doesn't want to be tall, pretty, and smart?

i know i am a little short and not that pretty either..
and my english language is not that fantastic either....
and i am weak compared to the other applicants..

but it's not wrong for me to pursue what i want isn't it?
instead of words of encouragement, i am hearing more unpleasant comments..
those aren't helping...
it is also not my choice to maintain at this height..
i want to grow taller too..
but do i have a choice?!
not unless i break it and extend it again right?

furthermore.. it's not that i didn't meet the minimum height requirement!
it's just one of their ways to limit the number of applicants.

the minimum height was imposed so that their crews can reach the luggage on top.
moreover.. some shorter people may have longer limb than their fellow taller counterparts..
so what makes you think that i am short? and i also have short limbs? -.-

isn't it too cruel to generate a verdict even before things happen?
you'll wait and see...
no matter how tough it is, i will prove you all wrong!

random

2010-03-13T04:29:00.003+08:00

stressed?
perhaps....
with all those fyp experiments and report, and quizzes, and expectations...
even dreamt about fyp during that short, precious 2+hr of sleep! wth... -.-!

pimples outbreak!!
the worst ever..
how can i attend interview under this condition??! ):

bad tempered/emotional...
can't seem to control my temper recently...
why do i get so pissed off/emotional over such dumb and trivial matter? )):
perhaps i am really asking too much...

it's getting out of control!
i need to cope with the suffocation! )):

FYP experiment

2010-02-28T23:47:00.003+08:00

Had been busy with FYP report, PV quiz and E&S essay that were due last week (set by our leader). So, I thought that I will give myself a break on Fri and the weekends before I start on my experiment again. So, I smsed my mentor today to see if he would be free this coming week to start my next experiment (since he had been waiting for Sarah + mine reaction to end).

His reply was, "Free. But i can't confirm the time. Next thursday and friday i am not free. U can come tmr if u want."

Then immediately came the next sms, "If possible, don't find me on weekend. Thanks."

Well done! Weren't you the one who hurried me to carry on my next experiment the last time you saw me in lab?! And now?? )):

Nevermind.. perhaps I should look for someone else to help me instead... Someone who is always willing to help...

Watched Hot Summer Days by 大S yesterday.. boring show... Watched it cause I have always thought that she is pretty.. But not in that show... and the show was all about the hot summer weather in HK... and everyone was practically soak in their own perspiration and grad trip is there... OMG! hope it's not that bad then... :S Found Percy Jackson & the lightning thief today nice and interesting! ((:

Watched a few episodes of the new drama "Down With Love" by Jerry Yan & Ella on Friday... That is my only entertainment for now I guess.. <3 Jerry! He is still so handsome and cute!! XD

birthday celebration!!

2010-02-07T03:01:00.018+08:00

For the first time in my life, friends are celebrating my birthday with me! :D Probably coz my birthday falls too early in the year, or maybe coz i am not as popular. Otherwise, it would fall within the CNY period.. just like my 21st was on CNY eve.. ): Thus, people usually didn't take notice of it/forget about it conveniently.

However, this year it's different, I am really really glad to be surrounded by the warmth of all my friends... Thank you so much, everyone!! It's a memorable one and I truly appreciate all the efforts... :D

Late Night FYP

2010-01-22T01:09:00.002+08:00

Broke 2 records today.
1. Staying in school for 15 hours.. YESSssss!!! 15 freaking damn hours from 830am to 1130pm!! :S (Lecture in the morning, Lab-ed till 10pm and stayed till 1130pm in school!

2. A meal to sustain the whole day. Woot! I hope I got thinner, but doubt so. HAHA!

The Photovoltaics lecture this morning left me with total confusion and serious headache after the lesson! :S maybe it's a wrong choice to change to PV afterall. Hmm... )):

Sarah and I ran column chromotography starting 2pm for our combined product today. Thought we should finish at latest 830pm or 930pm like what I used to, so that I can join my clique to play badminton at 12noon tomorrow. However, it was already 10pm and the compounds didn't separate properly. TSKTSK! I guess the both of us were demoralised and decided to give up for the night and continue tomorrow morning at 9am.

Looks like I will have to give the badminton game a miss.. )): Shall try to join them at least for dinner bah.. ((:

FYP

2010-01-19T23:25:00.004+08:00

Wow.. Didn't realised that I stopped blogging for so long le.. Haha!
I actually forgot my username and pw too.. LOL!

Not much stuff to blog actually. Other than fyp is a pain in the neck.. Haha! and how i hate lab.. LOL! There are some sudden changes to my fyp so I guess I wouldn't be able to complete my whole project. Abit worried about it at first.. but since Prof Andrew knows about the obstacle Sarah and I are facing and was alright with it as long as we explain it clearly in the report. Then I guess I feel more at ease now. ((:

Hmm... I am dying... I haven't even started on my report. I am supposed to hand in 1st draft by end of Jan. Die!! HAHA.. I guess it's time to wake up and stop procrastinating, Beishan!

Got my new phone today! :D Haven't really explored the functions yet coz it's still charging..

Down with fever and sore throat since last Sat... but i hate to take medicine (esp capsules coz I can't freaking swallow them!), so didn't take temperature too since tablets are equally bad.. LOL! I guess fever is already gone today, but why is my throat still so dry?? Anyway, as long as it's not Strep Throat, it's good news... HAHA! *cross-fingers*

Will be helping Sarah in extracting (hers + my) intermediate molecule tomorrow. Hope I survive my long-ago-ex-mentor, Sarah's current mentor tomorrow. Wish us luck! HAHA! :X

Extracted 2 Wisdom tooth.. )))):

2009-02-24T22:16:00.004+08:00

Went NUH to check if I needed extraction for my wisdom tooth.. Thought I only need to extract the bottom left one. But in the end, the dentist said it's my top left wisdom tooth biting the side of my mouth that's why I've got a cut. So, pulling out the bottom tooth would not solve the problem completely. Thus, final decision... top and bottom left wisdom teeth must be extracted.. ): The top tooth was extracted while the bottom tooth needed a minor operation as it was growing slanted.. ))))))),:

Now.. my left cheek is swelling like don't-know-what.. Boxer face? HAHA! Okie.. not funny... it's pain k?! Boo.. )): And I need to take 4 capsules 3 times a day.. 2 for antibiotics and 2 for pain relief and swelling.. Plus 2 more to be sucked so as to protect my gastric... I hate pills!! Especially capsules cause I just can't bring myself to swallow them!! They are so damn BIG and smelly!! And to make it worse I can't cut them into smaller pieces like Panadols!! ))))): It's a torture man!!! )))))):

Maybe I should upload my swollen Boxer face to let you all have a good laugh.. I know it's ugly.. but I really have no mood to tidy up my hair or whatsoever before the photo was being taken lah.. Pardon the ghostly photo.. Anyway, they allowed me to take back my 2 wisdom teeth... Didn't know that it was actually so BIG and the roots were so LONG.. think I shouldn't upload it here to prevent some from having bad nightmares later huh? Haha..

World's Happiest Girl! XDD

2009-02-22T23:25:00.002+08:00

Haha! Dearie finally brought Jiejie and I tobowl today.. ((: He came to pick me up at 9.45am and we went down to IMM to grab Roti Mama and bubble tea for breakfast.. :D

Cheered his group of friends on at the Bowling Competition at The Chevrons, then went back to IMM to get our car. Before that, Dearie bought "Cinderella" ballet tickets for me!!! HAHAHA!!! XDDD This is the first time in my lifetime to watch ballet performance.. XD I am so SOOOO excited about it.. Never dreamt that I would actually have the chance to watch one.. And Dearie is bringing me there! HAHA!! Can you imagine how happy I am?? ;Pp I feel like the luckiest and happiest girl in the whole wide world! Hohohoooo! XDD Thanks lots Dearie!! Muackz! ;Pp

Went to Queenstown hawker centre for lunch.. I tell you.. the food there is super duper ultra nice lah! I want to go back for more food again!! =p Heard that the place would be gone soon.. next year bah, cause they want to build condos there.. ): So, I must go there eat more often.. Haha! Before it's gone!

Then, we headed down to Safra Mount Faber to bowl... It's such a long time since I last bowl... Play 3 games.. till my fingers were so pain and the ball slipped and flew in the opposite direction.. =x *Oops!* It happens whenever my fingers are too tired.. the last time too... *so paiseh!* Though my scores were less than 100, I am still happy playing with Dearie and friends.. ((: His group of friends are always so funny.. Haha!

Went to Vivocity for dinner and a little shopping before coming home. My wisdom tooth is giving me so much trouble. I can't chew properly.. For the whole day, I only ate half a bread, a butterfly and 2 regular whipped potatoes from KFC.. And I am hungry now...

Am gonna see dentist on Tuesday at NUH.. Hope I don't need a surgery. I am scared!! ))): But what am I supposed to eat tomorrow? There is nothing that I can just swollow without chewing at the foodcourt near my workplace.. Help!! )):

CNY, My Birthday and Valentine's Day! :D

2009-02-15T22:09:00.008+08:00

Chinese New Year

Went to Dearie's House on CNY Day 2.. His 2-year-old newphew is so damn super CUTE!!! HAHA! XDD

See... He is playing with the camera and he likes to pose for pictures.. LOL! :DD

My 22nd Birthday

Dearie spent alot alot of effort to bake this tiramisu cake for my birthday.. As he don't have any candles at home, he bought a piece of cake from Prima Deli hoping to get a free candles for my tiramisu cake... But in the end, that candle still costed 20 cents... LOL!!! =x His 1st time baking cake leh.. I am such a lucky girl eh? ;Pp

Valentine's Day <3

Had dinner at Shokudo with Dearie.. My dessert was nice, the mangoes were sour, but I like it that way! Haha.. His avocado salmon pasta was super delicious.. Furthermore, we could still enjoy student rate.. even on Valentine's Day, so we spent less than 20 bucks that day.. Wahaha! =x

See the pictures.. Does Dearie look hungry? LOL! =p Okie.. I admit.. I koped some of his pasta coz it was just too tasty.. HAHA! =p

IA SUCK to the CORE!!

2009-01-15T22:58:00.003+08:00

IA really SUCK big time!

Firstly, the project that I have choosen had already been done by my supervisor. Thus, this means that I would be given another project that I didn't even choose. Okie.. Fine.. He wanted me to solve a problem on defects. At least, I did learn something from it.

Secondly, my current supervisor is going to Germany next month. Which also means? I've got another new supervisor. This 2nd supervisor wants me to come out with a new material for some machine part, as that machine part is imported from Germany, and it is quite expensive and it spoils quite fast. And the key word is: "new material similar to the original one (when they don't even know what material the original was made from, because Germany doesn't want to disclose) which we could get/made in Singapore, so that they can PATENT it."

To make things worse, my 2nd supervisor told me to "plan my own project", because "Uni encourages students to do independent learning", thus he will just "provide me with the job scope and results that he wants" and I have to "fill in the blanks in the middle on my own". Furthermore, "as you can see, we are lack of manpower", thus, "you can't expect me to give you some people". He also said, "In fact, most of us(Full-time engineers) are doing projects individually, so..... Ya.... and I don't think the Professors in your school will teach you everything 1st before giving you your FYP. They will only give the the project title and you have to do it all by yourself." Therefore, "this will be your challenge, and you can learn from it."

And, he added,"Anyway, this project will not affect our production, so ya... If you have any problems like where to send for external companies for testings, you can come and look for me, I have a list of vendors. I can arrange you to meet them. Other than that, since your room is on the 2nd floor, I never/seldom go upstairs de.. You have any problems then come look for me lor." And if you don't know how to plan the project, I can lend you the notes that I got from a course i took last year.

Wow! Great job eh? I should plan my own project cause Uni students are SUPPOSED to be independent. So... I should plan this BIG project that you and your fellow colleagues have tried, but FAILED terribly on MY OWN eh?!!! F**K! -.-

And what kind of supervisor are you, when you still had to ask me what is the project title for the project that YOU have given me. -.-

Okie.. It's late and I need to get up early later..
So I should turn in soon..
Nitex! Tata.. (:

Uncontrollable tears

2009-01-06T21:17:00.011+08:00

Why? Why is it that my tears flow uncontrollably today?

It's only the 2nd day of work. Yet.. I am so tired.. so tired of having to wake up at 530am and only be able to reach home at 8pm. Does anyone knows how hard it is.. to travel 2 hours just to go work, and then 2 hours back home after work? Can anyone understand how hungry I was to only have my three meal at 6am, 12noon and 8pm... And the worst is I had to eat with people whom I am not very familiar with, not much of a common topic and worse, food sucks and it cost so much!

I miss you so much.. Words can never describe this feeling... I have never experience it so strong before.. The thought of you, the thought of not able to see you whenever I need to, and not able to hug you when I am down makes me mad.. my tears will just flow uncontrollably whenever I imagine you smiling at me. I think I can flood my whole house suming up all my tears today.
This is really terrible! I hate IA! I hate lunch breaks with unfamiliar people! I am tired of this lifestyle!

1st Day Attachment at Ciba Vision

2009-01-05T23:34:00.002+08:00

Tried very hard to turn in at 1230am the last night.. But, I just couldn't fall asleep.. :S Called Dearie and asked him to sing me a song.. and he really sang a lullaby for me!! So sweeeeeeeeet~~ of him!!! *melted* HAHAHA!!! Fortunate me! XDD

Thanks Dearie for always there for me.. I feel so loved.. Muackz!! ;Pp (P.S. hey.. don't fly to the moon hor.. Lol! =p)

Fell asleep awhile after my lullaby, but soon woke up at around 4am.. =S And then had to wake up at 530am again.. Wah!!!! My precious beauty sleep.. =S Took a bathe, had a quick breakfast and left house at 630am. My bus journey to outram took 1hour!! Gosh! Dad accompanied me there till the shuttle bus came. Reach office at 830am and waited for orientation to start. And it was the start of a non-stop orientation till lunch at 12noon. My supervisor and another staff drove me and another attachment student to another place for lunch. They claimed that the food there is the nicest, but I find it erm.. like ntu's standard. Order a plate of cha siew rice and it costed 3 bucks!!!! So expensive lah! Tsktsk..

And they only told me that the shuttle bus service for Outram is only one-way in the morning.. There isn't any shuttle bus to Outram in the evening.. Thanks eh! -.- So, now... I need to go home from Boon Lay.... OH.. this sucks! Haiz... I think the pay is only enough for me to cover my bus fare and meals only... argh! )):

Well.. it's late already.. need to turn in soon.. Nitex and sweet dreamz! (:

Flood!

2009-01-04T00:10:00.011+08:00

1 more day to enjoy and see Dearie before I start work le.. )): Dearie will be in school studying, while I would be working in Tuas South for my IA. Means I cannot meet Dearie in school for lunch or just to see him, and go home together with him like I used to in the previous sem already.. Boooo! ))),:

So... I must treasure all these times spent with him in the holidays. Have been going out with him almost everyday since the start of holidays.. Left 1 more day for me to capture all his cute actions and expressions.. Boo.. )))),: Oh No! Thinking of this, my water tap is turned on again.. Why am I so emotional this week? Cannot cannot.. I cannot be so emotional. Dearie see already will laugh de... He would think that I am a silly girl de... So, I must control... but.. I just cannot lah.. My tears just wouldn't listen to me mah..

Just now went out with Dearie to watch Seven Pounds. Dearie came to pick me up at 8pm, I was sooo happy to see him. But I couldn't help it, tears soon welled up in my eyes on the way there when the thought of not able to see him when I am working occupied my mind.. Actually I didn't want to let Dearie see de... but stupid Dearie still saw it. Don't know how he managed to see it, cause he was driving, and it was also quite dark in the car. He got x-ray eyesight? =x

Anyway, he thought I was stressed over IA.. But in fact, that was just maybe let's say 5% correct? Or maybe 10%? Dearie.. I cried is cause I wouldn't be able to see you as often as before le lah.. Cause you got school, need to do tutorials, revise and study for tests and exams, while I need to work. So, we would only see each other maybe 2-3 times a week. Not like the previous sems where we see each other almost everyday, eat and study together.. Maybe that's why I am so emotional lah.. Haha.. silly girl is tearing away again... Booooo... )))),: Think all my tears can fill 1 whole big pail to mop floor le lah.. Haha..

Anyway, here are some pictures taken during New Year and the pasta that we cooked! =D

Can you see the ships' flares above my head?

Dearie

My cute Dearie

:)))

Playful us!

His pasta

My pasta

The egg is Dearie's idea.. :S

Jiejie and meimei say it looks like Nasi Lemak.. =x

But it tasted nice lah.. ;p

Pasta Cooking with Dearie! :D

2009-01-02T23:09:00.003+08:00

Had been sleeping at 2am and waking up at around 12pm during this holiday. Haha! =x

Called Dearie last night at around 10+, but he didn't pick up. Then, he smsed me that he would call me back. So.. i waited and waited and waited... Almost 1am le, yet he still didn't call, thought he forgot that I have to wake up early this morning for my IA talk in school, and continued to wait. Jiejie bought this hair curler from Vivocity pushcart yesterday. We were both fascinated with it. And so Jiejie decided to have a shot at it with my hair.. LOL! ;Pp I thought that it looked fun to play with, so I curled her hair too.. HAHA!

Dearie finally called at 1am.. XD I was right, he forgot that I needed to wake up early for my IA talk. Haha! Bet he felt guilty.. =x Nevermind, anyway I had some fun playing with that curler. LOL! :p

Reached Dearie's house at 1230pm today. He was supposed to cook pasta for me.. But guess what? He was still sleeping like a pig when I reach.. Starving me called him beforehand that I was already downstairs, his first reaction was shocked. LOL!!! And then, he went back to sleep. I had to knock and bang so hard for like 5 minutes, yet there was still no response. Hmm.. maybe he is bathing? Okie.. I shall stand there and wait for awhile before knocking again. Second try, he finally opened the door after some time. OH... His hair was still dry, so he didn't bathe. He tucked back into his bed again! Tsktsk.. What a cute little big fat pig.. Wahaha! XD

Dearie and I spent an hour preparing and cooking, and finally our pasta is ready to eat! YUMYUM!! Our first attempt was a success, it tasted oh-so-nice!! ^^ Shall upload the pics after he sends it to me.. :D

2 more days before Dearie's school reopens, and also the start of my IA.. Boo.. ):

Happy New Year!

2009-01-01T23:12:00.003+08:00

The last day of 2008 was spent at Dearie's house, eating yummy chicken rice, drinking ice milk tea with pearl, watching some Korean movie on vcd, playing wahjong and "pleaded" to look through all his past love letters for entertainment.. =x He took out a box of letters reluctantly. After reading through each and every cards and letters, I realized that he bluffed me! There wasn't any love letters from that person, not even a letter from her.. Tsktsk.. =x

Nevermind, it's okay.. I will preserve! Heex! Next time, next time!! ;p

Went out for dinner with his family. They ordered lots of food, and we ate till we were all bloated. That was the fullest meal of year 2008. Could you imagine, all of us had to walk around lazily after dinner, hopefully to just digest it a little. HAHA!

Went Parkway Parade next since it was only 9+, still early for the ships' flares at 12.. However, most of the shops were closed/closing, so we were more of supervising them close shop. Haha.. =x

Watched some folks do the line dance and headed to East Coast Park. Lots of cars were already there. Lots of people and high-spirited dogs too. Haha! A small New Year party kept us entertainment for some time, before 2009 came, and flare shots were seen from the ships near shore. Some of them look like shooting stars.. XD This is both our first time seeing ships' flare during the New Year. Dearie kept his last year's promise to bringing me there this New Year. Thanks Lots!! Muackz! Love you! :D

2009.
A new year.
A new beginning.
A new sem.
A new sem without him always by my side.
A new environment at IA alone.

I thought I have always been looking forward to this sem at IA? Why does the thought of IA suddenly frighten me as the start of IA nears? Is it due to the fact that I would be the only intern there? Or is it because I am afraid that I can't work well with the other engineers there? Will they be easy to get along with? Or will I be lonely at work and even lunch breaks? I have always been afraid of loneliness, especially in an unfamiliar place. I hope I will be less blur and strong enough to pull through this sem alone.

Sweet~

2008-11-07T19:48:00.002+08:00

Haha! Dearie came to look for me last evening just to fetch me out for a walk cause I've been stuck at home for 3 whole days, dealing with assignments and also the EXAMS! So thoughtful~! ! :D

Went Parkway to shop alittle and ate my Scoopz chocolate mint ICE-CREAM! Heex! Went to check out the price of the Emporio Armani Diamonds Perfume.. It cost $79!!! =x

1-year subscription of CLEO magazine : $42.50
Free Gift (Emporio Armani Diamonds Perfume) : $79
Net price : - $36.50

Aren't it worth it? =p

He appeared infront of my bed early this morning again.. with MacDonald's Breakfast!! :p YUMYUM!! XD Sweeeeeet?? ;Pp Feel so touched.. HA.HA.HA.! XD Thanks so much Dearie!! :DDDDD Muackz!!!! ;p

CLEO!!!

2008-11-02T22:34:00.002+08:00

HAHA! Today Dearie and I went to Bugis and then headed down to Suntec. Dearie wanted to subscribe to The NEW PAPER but we couldn't find the booth even though we combed the whole area.

However.. Dearie subscribed to 1 year issue of CLEO magazines@$42.50, and it would be delivered to my place beginning next January! :D Furthermore, there's still free gifts! A bottle of Emporio Armani Diamonds perfume for Women (50ml) and some Biore Cleansing Oil Cotton Sheets!! Wheeee~!!! :DD

Thanks lots Dearie!! :D
I am a happy girl today! HAHA!! XDD
A BIG FAT Muaaaackz for you!! ;Pp

random

2008-10-26T17:46:00.004+08:00

insignificance. unimportance. selfishness. insensitiveness. broken promises.

busy...

2008-10-26T02:32:00.007+08:00

Am so busy with school work..

This sem seemed to be the busiest semester that I have ever had.. )):

But I still enjoyed this semester with the company of all my new-found friends.. Thanks to Wee Hian, Glen, Jin Ping, Jun Xiong and Indran. I would not be able to survive this semester without all these guys.. They brought laughters to my world.. ((: Really appreciate them around me.. :DD

Inter-Year Captain's Ball with clique.. :DD

Never in my life had I not stepped out of home to relax during the holidays or term breaks..

Yes.. I had stepped out of house during the 1-week term break a few weeks ago.. but it's back to school.. to do the report and prototype of my design project with all my lazy groupmates.. -.- I would never ever work with them again.. not even when I am dead.. I swear.. not with people who only know how to give dumb excuses that they are always busy to do work, and push all the work to me..

Prototype of our Eco House.. Nice? (:

Exams are coming soon.. in less than a month's time.. ): Though I am just done with the presentation for my design project last Wednesday (you would not understand how thrilled I was, cause I don't need to work with them again), there are still quizzes and assignments due next week, after so many of them already.. )): And I haven't started my revisions for the exams yet.. Am so damn dead! )):

Am not sure why.. But I feel emo when I was listening to some particular songs just now.. )):

Changes

2008-08-21T01:33:00.003+08:00

Everything is changing...

School changes...
Things change...
Viewpoints change..
People change...

Or is it just me? ):

Sometimes...
I just feel insignificant and unimportant... )):

Dragonboat :DD

2008-08-17T00:45:00.003+08:00

Went for the Dragonboat Experience organised by NTU this morning with Dearie, Jiejie, Meimei, and Wai Tuck. Dearie drove us there! HAHA! :D So fortunate huh? ;p

We reach Kallang at 11am, and the participants were divided into 5 groups. Yy went for the activity too.. (: Just as we were about to set out into sea, it rained and we seek shelter till the rain stopped. Luckily, the rain was not too heavy and it stopped after a while.

Dragonboating is FUN and you get to suntan at the same time!! :DD Though the sun wasn't that strong today, I still got myself a little sunburnt on the cheeks and nose areas (expected). And there is tan marks on my thighs... which means that I am abit more tanned now!! *claps claps* Wahaha! :D

All gone... miss you all..

2008-07-23T16:34:00.004+08:00

The other little bird flew away too. yesterday.. )):

And their parents only came back once yeterday. Perhaps they knew that their little ones have already flown away.

They didn't come back and will never come back again.. ),:

I miss them.. I miss their chirping. I miss stroking the little birds, feeling their soft feathers.. But I would never see them again. or will I??

1 little bird left

2008-07-20T21:29:00.003+08:00

There were originally 2 little birds in the man-made nest. But, 1 of them learnt to fly and flown away yesterday.. )):

Actually, it was just practising its flying skills and flew on 1 of our many plants outside. However, it flew too near the railings and Mum was afraid that it would fall downstairs to its death. So... Mum tried to shoo it back inside. However, it flew out (out of fright?) to another block instead, and it didn't fly back again.

It didn't fly back even when it rained very heavily after that... )):
Maybe it couldn't recognise the way back bah..

Hope it didn't catch a cold.
Hope it managed to learn how to find it's own food.
Hope it didn't starve to death.
Hope it's still alive...

I miss you... and I am sure your parents and sibling missed you too..
Coz your sibling looks lonely..

Anyway, Good luck and remember to come back and visit us occasionally.. ((:

Little birds fell through the hole in nest

2008-07-14T23:39:00.012+08:00

The 2 baby spiderhunters have grown feathers! :D Can no longer see the reddish flesh.. Haha! They are so cute! :D

Think they have grown too heavy, and their nest is no longer strong enough to hold their weight. There's a BIG hole at the bottom of the nest and they fell right through it several times in the afternoon and evening, and landed on the hard concrete floor... Poor things. )): Though they are covered with feathers already, they could spread out their wings, but still too young to fly. Thus, they could only chirp for help. However, the parent birds seemed helpless.

Mummy was so brave. She tried to help them mend the nest by lying cotton wool on the bottom of the nest, covering up the hole. Then, carried it back into th nest. However, 1 of them still fell out of the nest (not sure how?) and Dad help strengthen the nest by tying threads all around the nest when he returned from work. And we rescued the little one again. (:

Usually, 1 of the parent would come back to the nest and spend the night with the babies, sleeping on top of them to keep them warmth. However, their parent didn't come back tonight. Maybe it was cause we were outside trying our best to help them mend the nest, and they were afraid to come back bah. )):

Nevertheless, we helped them cover cotton wool blanket le.. Heex! ;)) Hope they wouldn't feel cold without their parent's warmth tonight.

Parent spiderhunter

Building nest

Hand in hand, beak in beak..

On the look out

Newly hatched spiderhunter with no feather

Feeding

Feathers are beginning to grow

Feeding babies

Babies resting while waiting for food

Cotton wool mended nest (can see the white patch?)

Rescuing baby spiderhunter that landed on the ground

Trying to put it back into it's nest with a spoon

Cookie Baking :D

2008-07-02T03:22:00.010+08:00

Miao, Meimei and I went to Enz house to bake cookies again yesterday.. XP

Made 2 different flavours..
1. lots of chocolate chips (my favourite)
2. chocolate chips + cereal + peanuts

Think this time round was the most successful. I could still remember vivdly how disgusting it tasted the very first time we made it.. As we stirred the mixture with the electrical mixer, it turned out to be super hard like rock on the outside and soft on the inside.

We found out that we were supposed to beat the flour mixture with the electical mixer only if we are making cakes.. LOL! =X So.. on the second attempt, we used spoons to mix, but Enz couldn't find baking soda. So we carried on without it. Hahah.. The first two trays of cookies had lots of holes underneath. So we thought that it's cause we didn't squeeze the dough balls. After much squeezing and rolling, air in the dough was compressed out, so the rest turned out rather nice and crispy! XD

This time round, we had baking soda~ and we didn't have to squeeze the dough, and yet it turned out yummy. No holes on the underside! =DD Thus, conclusion: baking soda filters out air in the dough. Hah! :P

Didn't have enough time to bake muffins this time round. Maybe next time bah.. ((:

Baking is tiring... but FUN~!!! Haha! :D

So MAD about BALLET!

2008-06-28T01:25:00.006+08:00

It has been really a long time since I last blogged. Many things happened.. Good and bad... Hope I will not have another round of torturious Strep Throat again.. Heh!

Special semester is over, done with that exam.. Am rather satisfied with my grade.. ((: I feel so carefree now.. At least no more exams to worry about till school starts again. :D

Oh yea! A pair of Spiderhunter built their nest on the plant just outside my doorstep.. And there are 2 small little eggs in the nest now. They are so cute! Bet most people wouldn't have the chance to see it bah.. I consider my family so lucky.. ((: And the bird is sleeping soundly in its nest now.. Heh! :D It sleeps there every afternoon and night.. Guess it's also hatching it's precious eggs while it sleeps bah.. (:

Movies and more movies. Shopping shopping shopping = spend spend spend! I really need to go look for a job, but it is so difficult to find one currently as I can only work for a month before school starts. And it is too short a time.. Most companies want people who can commit at least 2-6 months. Boo! )):

Went Vivo today. Bought MNG jeans that was on sales for $66. (: And I saw this pink Ballet edition cardigan with a satin pointe shoes sewn at the back. I adore it SOoooo darn much... But it's $53 for that thin cardigan.. Dearie said it's too expensive.. Not worth the money(which I agree somewhat).. But I really love the design... Booooo! ))),: I need to find a job so as to bring it back home..

Prawning.. FUN!!! XD

2008-05-19T23:27:00.006+08:00

Went for a swim with Jiejie, YueXuan and Dearie at Yuexuan's condo in the afternoon yesterday. Then, we drove to Bukit Timah to eat Malay food and went to Dearie's house to watch Meet the Fockers on TV. HAHA! The baby is super duper cute.. =D

Dearie's family went out to drink coffee with his auntie and cousins while we were still watching TV. Then, his older cousin suggested to go prawning at Bottletree Park at Yishun. Since all of them never prawn before, his auntie and whole Dearie's whole family went along to try it out. Cool huh? XPp

Then, Dearie sent Jiejie and I home cause he wanted to go prawning too.. HAHA!! Came home and Dearie helped me asked Daddy if I can follow since I never prawn before also.. Lol! =p Dad said anything.. I knew he wasn't very willing to let me go, but too bad, since he said anything, and I wanted to go and try it out. I WENT!!! XDDD

I bought my handphone out only. On our way there, I felt thirsty, and we decided to stop somewhere nearby to buy drinks before heading there. Stopped by at a Seven-eleven store to buy drinks. Dearie gave me his wallet to buy drinks first, while he waited inside. There was promotion for Heaven and Earth green tea.. 1 for $2, 2 for $2.95 So, I took 2 bottles to the cashier to pay. While the cashier was packing my 2 bottles of green tea, I searched his wallet for money. NO money?!!!! OMG!! How could it be? And there was a notice saying that they don't accept nets cause they are closing soon. -.- Luckily, Dearie came in to look for me. He told the cashier that we needed to draw money first. But, as it was late and we couldn't find any ATM machines nearby.. We decided to drive off.. =X The poor shopkeeper must be waiting for us to return... Haha.. =X

Made our way to Bottletree Park with the help of Dearie's mummy. And I prawned 3 prawns within the first 5 minutes of arrival, beating Dearie's family, Auntie, and little cousin. HAHAHA!!! So lucky huh? XD And according to his cousin's girlfriend, the prawns seemed to be males cause she caught quite alot the last time she went too. Wahaha! =p I caught 4 prawns in all and ate BBQ scallops, stingrays, crabs, small lobster and prawns. It was super duper fun lah.. Haha! XPp

Reached home at 3am this morning, took a bathe and washed my smelly, fishy clothes. Haha!! Then, played Viwawa with Meimei and Dearie while I waited for my hair to dry. Slept at 430am.. A super long and fun day.. =DD

Me prawning.. =D

Dearie's pro cousin tackling with a small lobster that little cousin prawned

Little cousin prawned this little lobster

Dearie prawning.. Why no prawn de?? Haha!

Big lobster.. though it's counted small compared to the restuarants ones. Haha!

Big lobster

Look at what's under my foot? Big lobster! HAHAHA!!!

You can't run away, BIG lobster!! =p

Before..

After BBQ..

Cute right?

That's me with BIG lobster!! XP

my new PET!!

2008-05-17T00:11:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO!!! Let me show you me new pet.. XPp

Haha! Can you see 2 cacoons on my lime plant?

A brown and a dark green one below..

Can you see what's in the middle?

It's a BIG, FAT caterpillar..
still busying nibbling on leaves.. LOL! =p
Cute huh?

Shopping + Movie..

2008-05-04T23:22:00.007+08:00

Went for MSE gathering at East Coast Park on Friday evening. It was really cool to organise a course gathering you know.. =D Many people turned up.. and it was super fun. The buffalo wings and stingrays were damn nice!! =DD Sam and I ate lots of stingyrays.. Heex.. slurps!! =Pp I still want more~! =X

Anyway, I will miss all my friends cause they will be doing their IAs on the next sem, while mine is in the 2nd sem. Boohoo! No more lame jokes to keep me awake during lectures. Sam, Rajiv, Kee Sing, Chee Wee, Derick, Zhi Jie and Yu Tian.. I will miss all of you. Do come back to school to look for Wai Tuck and I or go out for gatherings if you all are free yea? ((:

Went town to look for my bag yesterday.. But came home empty handed as usual. And I found out that my current bag is actually "Everbest" while shopping at Robinsons yesterday you know. It's not "Gucci" nor is it "Eucci", it's Everbest.... WAHAHA!!! =X Went Plaza Singapura to catch a movie cause Dearie wanted to watch a movie sooooooo badly.. =S But I chose the movie, Harold and Kumar thinking that it was the usual comedy, but I was WRONG!! And I regretted it! It was toooooo dirty for me to take it. =SS

Went Aji Tei for dinner and the food there is super duper ultra nice!! =DD *Yumyum!*

Hokkaido Special, Kaisenn Don Set

White Fish in Creamy Sauce

Curry Rice

Went back to Town today to buy Mummy's birthday cum Mother's Day present today. Bought a set of Braun Buffel wallet set for Mummy.. =p Hope she likes it.. XD Shall give her after her Birthday dinner tomorrow. ((: Went to watch Ironman today.. Thought that the show is not bad. If you like sophiscated technologies and gadgets, think you will like it most probably.

Happy Birthday to Mummy! =D

Final War!

2008-04-30T23:42:00.003+08:00

Hmm... It's almost 2 months since I last updated.. Haha.. Were so busy with all the projects and quizzes, and then when everything has just ended, the exams are round the corner and it's time to bury yourself in more studyings again.. Damn! Uni life sux!!

Can't even remember what and when was the last movie I watch and out shopping. Think I am buried in all those suffocating notes and tutorials for too long a time that I don't even know how to enjoy now.. after my very last paper... The only thing that I know is... I am supposed to be relaxing now, but how?? Somehow, I feel abit lost, abit aimless..

Nonetheless, more muggings will be starting again next week, cause I registered for both Special Semseter and got Working In the 21st Century in the 1st sem. And I was too "engrossed" in my studyings (like real) that I don't even know when the Add/Drop period was. By the time I found out the dates, it was already over. Well done, Beishan! So, there are more studyings upcoming for me.. and exams in about a month's time... Bohoo... It's like so soon right? Didn't my 1 month of tramatisation just ended? And now? Another one... Good job, Beishan! -.-

Looking on the bright side... I guess it is not that bad too bah.. At least I can clear an elective, so my next semester's wordload will be the same my peers who are taking an elective, considering I still need to retake the Maths 2 module that I flung in 1st Year. Sianz...

Should be going out with Meimei tomorrow. Shopping!! Here I COME~!!!! XP

Anyway, we spent our 7th month together.. Yea... studying together. Wow!! -.- Yup, no time for shopping and movies, just studyings, as exams were nearing then... and of course a super duper late dinner at Sunset Way, just before the pizza shop close. We were their last customers for the day. HAHA! =x Both the pizza and ice-cream were SUPERB!! =P Do give it a try.. ;D

The Daily Scoop Ice Cream Cafe @ Sunset Way

Waffle with cookies & cream ice-cream.. slurps! =p

Rocky's Pizza & Pasta @ Sunset Way

Our Pizza - Bonston's Special

Where did that missing slice go??

Oh.... It's there already! o.O

HAHA!! XD

6th months anniversary

2008-03-10T00:14:00.003+08:00

歌曲：遇到 (恶作剧之吻)

你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望来知道
竟是我们相隔着一个街角

这么久了我还是可以感到感觉
你到底对我多重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
这么久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀能让我靠

你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望来知道
竟是我们相隔着一个街角

这么久了我还是可以感到感觉
你到底对我多重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
这么久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀能让我靠

这么久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀能让我靠

Haven't been updating my blog for quite long. Was super busy all these while, even during the 1 week break that was one week before. Didn't really enjoy it. It was more like a study break for the mid-term quizzes than anything else.. -.- Finally finish my 3 mid-term papers last week..

However, that's not all.. Next, I still got 2 more projects to finish. *faints* Upcoming this week, my lab session starts again. And this is bad.. because it means more reports to do.. =(( Having FULL report this week. *SianzzZ!!* =S And maths mid-term in 2 weeks' time, which coincides with the deadlines for 2 lab reports and 1 project assignment!! =S

Anyway, time really flies... Today's our 6th month anniversary. Went to Vivocity to catch 10,000BC.. Not bad.. =)) The GV Max threatre is super duper BIG and spacious. LOL!! =p Went Suntec to help Dearie's auntie with load the plasma TV into the car boot, and then shopped at the IT Fair.The TV is so heavy lah! All of us were dripping wet after that. Went to look around at the IT Fair, it was super duper crowded. Dearie bought a router before heading for dinner at Olio. Ate Salmon spaghetti, it's quite nice.. =))

Sent Dearie's auntie home first. Helped her with the TV set home. She owns a super cute dog that's... afraid of strangers!! LOL!!! Initially, the dog was overjoyed the his master has returned home. But.... upon seeing us, it disappeared and hid in dark toilets of one of the rooms!! LOL!!! =p His auntie told us that her dog is afraid of strangers and does not like to go out. It has never step out of the house before. Guess what happened when she went into the room and carried it out? The dog tried hard to struggle off his auntie's arms, and knowing that it was unsuccessful, it shivered badly in her arms!! Hahaha!! So funny lah! This is the 1st time I see a dog that's so afraid of strangers. LOL!! =x

Went for a cup of milo dinosaur before going home.. =))

Hmm... shall update again when I am free. Meanwhile, it my favourite bedtime~!! HAHA! =DD
Nights everyone! =))

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有

[*Star*]

memories

2008-01-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

歌曲：遇到 (恶作剧之吻)

你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望来知道
竟是我们相隔着一个街角

这么久了我还是可以感到感觉
你到底对我多重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
这么久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀能让我靠

你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望来知道
竟是我们相隔着一个街角

这么久了我还是可以感到感觉
你到底对我多重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
这么久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀能让我靠

这么久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀能让我靠

Met my JC class twin(Cassan) at Quad today.. =)) Somehow, seeing her makes me think of all the happy memories of my JC class. Probably because she was our class rep bah. Moreover, she is always full of nonsense and lame jokes. Haha!

I miss my JC classmates.. =((

Haven't catch up with most of them for so long, because I seemed to always have stuffs on those times they meet up together. Though I do meet up with Enz sometimes.. be it for dinner, shopping, bake cookies or studying... =)) But I still miss all of them.

04S213, meet up soon yea? =p

Had dinner with Dearie's family at Nyonya & Baba at Vivo. Ate till I was bloated. Went to look at the Nike bag that I like most so far. It comes in white, black and gold. I like the black one. Checked the price... It costs $80 before 10% discount. So expensive la! =S Saw some nice tops from Maryland. Haven't bought any CNY clothes. And my tops are pathetically little. Maybe I shall go back this weekend to see again.. =)

It's Chinese New Year Eve and also my 21st Birthday next Wednesday~!! =Pp

Am still thinking if I should go school for only 1 lecture from 1130-1230pm. Or should I pon so that I can go out with Dearie earlier. Can't reach home too late.. Mom needs to finish the laundry before going to Grandma's house to help out for steamboat in the evening. And Mom's definition of late is 3+pm. =S

Maybe it's not that lucky to have your birthday fall on a Chinese New Year Eve afterall... Cause everyone has lesson in the morning and needs to rush home for Reunion Dinner after that. =(( And nobody will celebrate it with you. No celebration = No fun... Moreover, it's my 21st Birthday.. Bohooo.... =,(((

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有

[*Star*]

Malu.. =x

2008-01-28T18:03:00.000+08:00

歌曲：遇到 (恶作剧之吻)

你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望来知道
竟是我们相隔着一个街角

这么久了我还是可以感到感觉
你到底对我多重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰你
每一次的温柔我都想炫耀

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
这么久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀能让我靠

你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望来知道
竟是我们相隔着一个街角

这么久了我还是可以感到感觉
你到底对我多重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
这么久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀能让我靠

这么久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀能让我靠

Hmm.. It has been quite some time since I last blogged eh? Haha..

Maybe it's cause of the heavy workload from school bah. I find my life so routine now.. It's always eat, do tutorials, study, sleep and no more. I constantly find myself trying hard to finish all the tutorials and revise all my notes, but they seemed to be so so never ending.. =S Trust me, Uni life sux man.. Maybe that's the reason why I would always choose my beauty sleep over blogging, cause there's really nothing interesting. HAHA! =x

And I am so happy today~!!! Because Samantha is back in school already! Yay~!! =DDD I miss her soooooo much you know! Haha.. Wheeeee~! XD

The maths lecturer taught a "super simple-3-steps-only" Partial Differential Equations today. And it took him 1.5hrs and 44 slides to solve 1 question! Wow~ =S And the Applied Chemistry lecuturer took an hour to explain some chim NMR thingy with his oh-so-difficult-to-understand Australian slang, sending everyone to sleep soon after he starts.. =S

Something malu happened to me on my way home from school.. =x Took 179 with Samantha and Rajiv, and we wanted to seat on the upper deck.. So up the steps we climb..... And??

1st step, 2nd, 3rd, 4th...

Hmm.. my left foot felt bare.. *Thump, thump, thump..*
Ooops! Sandals dropped out! =S Looking back.. It was on the 1st step.. =X *Super Malu!!!* =S I quickly climbed down the step with one side of the sandals on only. Luckily Rajiv was behind me, and he was only on the 1st step. HAHA! =x So he helped me picked it up, and put it on the 3rd step for me to wear it back on. LOL! =X *So Malu!!!* Anyway.. Thanks for helping me retrieve it.. HAHA! =X And so sorry to dirty your hand.. =X

Sorry Sam for making your bf dirty his hand.. Haha.. =X

Thinking back.. I still think that it's super duper funny lah! WAHAHAHHA......!
Clumpsy girl! Lol! =x

Went JP to buy bubble tea and walked around a little while we finish our drink. For some reason, today's milk tea taste better than usual.. it's thicker, and the pearls are chewy and not soft.. The way I like it! Haha.. =DD

Sam and Rajiv were going to airport, and so I had someone to accompanied me all the way to Paya Lebar today! Yay! =D

Going to be 21 years old in 1 week and 2 days' time..
Boohoo.. I am getting old old old.. =(

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有

[*Star*]

nonsense!

2008-01-12T00:18:00.000+08:00

1. Wake up earlier.
2. Meet that someone later.

And oh please! I woke up even earlier than you k... So stop talking nonsense that you've already made the effort to wake up early. Moreover, you woke up at 9+am, almost 10am, when I am already done with my breakfast and finished reading the papers. So.. is it still counted as early? I doubt so.. -.-

And for Goodness sake, I didn't make you late in meeting that person! You were already late in the first place k! So stop pushing the blame to me again that "it's because of me, that's why you are late", when you were already late in the first place! Blame it on yourself for your poor time management! WTH!! -.-

Moreover, people didn't FORCE you to go back school to help him borrow books, so why are you complaining that you HAD to go back school when you just reached IMM? -.- You didn't even voice out anything, so how are we supposed to know that your just reached there when it was already 4+pm, and you left house so early?! -.- In addition, that book was for his brother's FYP, and he found online that there was a copy of that book in NUS library. So, only undergradates from NUS can enter. So we can't enter!! And please get it clear! It's his brother who said that he needed it urgently NOT him! So stop aiming people's attitude, but look at yourself in the mirror. You irritating woman! Stop thinking that when you need help, everyone will come rushing to help you. You are NOT the Queen, so why must everyone listen to you??!!! -.- And when others needs help, you forget all about the aids others have ever given you before!!! -.-

And stop trying to quarrel with me about all those stuffs that does not even concern me! I have better things to do than to waste my breath arguing with you over all those immatured stuffs!!! So stop pestering me and reflect on yourself before criticising others!!! -.-

如果我爱上你的笑容

要怎么收藏要怎么拥有

[*Star*]

chocolate fondue

2008-01-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

Dearie's Birthday Lunch (with his family) at Prima Tower at Keppel Road.

Dearie's Birthday dinner at Aji Tei.

Curry Rice.. Looks tasty right?? =p

I love fish! Heh.

Busy eating his yummy curry rice and fish.. Haha!

me..

and still me...

Here comes the desert~

Looking at his desert makes him so happy already.. Haha!

And the thought of trying it makes him excited..

Eating it makes him fly to the moon!! LOL!

Dearie ORD today le!! :D He drove me to Beach Road in the afternoon to eat chocolate fondue after going back camp to collect his pink I/C in the morning. :D

The chocolate fondue there is nice! And it made the 2 of us so full! It was lucky that we didn't order Fried Hokkien Mee. LOL! Drove back Dearie's home to empty his camp stuffs and slack a little before going to Suntec to play Arcade and shop around. =x

Met OG to watch Alien vs Predator 2. Had the original sisscors curry rice for dinner, and went home.. =D

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有

[*Star*]

Vanguard chalet

2008-01-02T20:43:00.000+08:00

歌曲：遇到 (恶作剧之吻)

你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望来知道
竟是我们相隔着一个街角

这么久了我还是可以感到感觉
你到底对我多重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
这么久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀能让我靠

你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望来知道
竟是我们相隔着一个街角

这么久了我还是可以感到感觉
你到底对我多重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
这么久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀能让我靠

这么久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀能让我靠

Just came back from 3D2N Vanguard chalet at Pasir Ris. Had BBQ for dinner on Monday. For the first time in my 20+ years, BBQ was actually started up and cooked by the GUYS! Wow~~~! =x

After dinner, Dearie brought us to Bedok Reservoir Park to see people fishing and prawning. Saw them fish 3 fishes altogether. And all 3 are quite big~ Went back to chalet for countdown. Then, Dearie taught meimei and I the first step to become Taitais -- Play mahjong! Wahaha! =Pp Slept around 4 hours on the 1st night only.

Found Jiejie, Meimei and YX missing when I woke up yesterday. Thought Jiejie sent Meimei home before going out with YX. However, they only went MacDonalds for breakfast.. Haha! Meimei and I watch them play mahjong and card games the whole afternoon, and was bored, so went outside to walk around a couple of times. Samantha came in the afternoon.

Meimei, Jiejie, YX and I went Escape to play despite of the light drizzle, because Meimei was bored at the chalet and there were 4 free tickets to Escape and Wild Wild Wet. But we only played 3 stations because the Pirate Ship was so so SCARY!! All of us felt like vomiting after the ride!!! =x

Went back to eat dinner after that and played mahjong with Meimei, Samantha and Rajiv from 10pm to 6am. However, we only managed to complete 1 round as all of us were beginners accept Samantha. HAHA!

Someone stole my pretty slippers... =((( I only realised it when I was about to use the outside toilet to bathe before checking out. That's my precious favourite slippers k!! Why must that idiot steal MY slippers and not others lah!! Argh! Damn him/her!!! -.-

Had to asked Jiejie to go out and help me buy a new slipper in the end.. -.- Went Tampines to have lunch and shop around before heading home.

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有

[*Star*]

Photos

2007-12-30T18:45:00.000+08:00

Dearie's new body foam and lotion. From Korea de oK~!!
Cute huh? LOL! =x

Dearie's Birthday present

His mehmeh.

His mehmeh is so cute and playful.

He plays with Dearie's new jacket..

And jeans..

*Yawns* And finally.. falls asleep on his bed......

My mehmeh is so guai... She blushes when kissed.. Haha!

My new Guess wallet. Nice? =p

My X'mas present from Dearie. Dinner was at Ding Tai Fung.

The chocolates look so nice and expensive that I can't bear to eat them up.. Haha! XP

Jiejie bought me this pair of pretty earrings. Heex!

Dearie bought me these yesterday.

and this too! :D Never see this before.. Haha..

Dearie's missing tooth.. Haha! =x

Missing tooth Dearie

2007-12-30T14:11:00.000+08:00

歌曲：遇到 (恶作剧之吻)

你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望来知道
竟是我们相隔着一个街角

这么久了我还是可以感到感觉
你到底对我多重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
这么久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀能让我靠

你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望来知道
竟是我们相隔着一个街角

这么久了我还是可以感到感觉
你到底对我多重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
这么久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀能让我靠

这么久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀能让我靠

Dearie had to extract a tooth on Friday for his braces. The extraction was quite a difficult one, as his tooth broke halfway when the dentist pulled it out (think the dentist got no skills). Thus, poor Dearie had to undergo a small surgery to take it out, and then stitch it back. *Ouch!* :((

Visited him that day and sent him baby food which does not require him to chew at all. Lol! =x Packeted mashed potatoes and Campbell soup. Went PS to watch I am Legend with Dearie, Jiejie, YX and meimei. It's such a boring show.. Yucks! Waste money!

Though we had some misunderstandings yesterday, but everything turned up fine.. :) Went Bugis to shop around. Saw some nice clothes at Bugis Street.. :D Still thinking if I should go get them some day, since it's quite cheap. Heex! =p Saw this super duper beautiful white and black Guess bag at Guess shop there. It costed 70+ bucks... Dearie wanted to get it for me. But I thought that it would fine arrying it out shopping, be it's too too pretty to carry it to school. What if.. I mean what if people rob my pretty bag away? Haha! =x

Went Vintage Mickey and Dearie bought a top and shorts for me and a bermudas for himself.. :DD But it's so expensive lah! =X Anyway, thanks lots, baby! XD

Went Chinatown to eat my favourite fish porridge after that and then home sweet home. Heex! =D It has been so long since I ate that. Think the last time was in Primary school bah.. haha.. It still tastes as yummy~ XD

Daddy juz bought a new camera! I can take alot of pictures now!! XDD Shall upload all the pictures that we took in the next and also final blog for this year.. :))

Chalet from tomorrow till Wednesday! Will be spending my New Year in the chalet with all my friends! Whee~!!! =D

Wish everyone a Happy New Year in advance! ((:

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有

[*Star*]

Dearie's Birthday!! XD

2007-12-16T23:20:00.000+08:00

Pictures~

2007-12-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

so many of them behind! =D

i love m&m!!! *Yum!* XD

Aren't they pretty?

my home?? =p

my favourite photo

what a violent girl i am.. heh! =p

looking at planes taking off makes me feel so relaxed

i look fat here.. =(

=D

Super yummy Ginseng chicken soup from Jurong Hilltop Resturant..
Thanks Dearie! =DD

Fried Mix Bento Set.. as yummy~ Haha! =p

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有

[*Star*]

Kbox

2007-12-11T23:02:00.000+08:00

But..... who knows he actually went Suntec to look for me... =X He called and said that he's at Suntec liao.. However, we had bought all the stuffs that we need and was about to board the bus to Yue Xuan's house from City Hall bus stop le! =S On hearing that, Dearie got so angry and pissed that he refused to anwser our calls and switched off his handphone.

Sorry Dearie... Sorry for making you run all the way from home to Suntec and back home in the rain.. =X I really felt so bad lah... but I can't meet you cause I bought all the stuffs for your surprise. And if I were to meet you.. then you would see them all and there's not much point already right? :) I would rather you be mad at me first, and make you feel like the luckiest guy after that. :))

Luckily, things gotten better after that. *relieved*

It's so difficult to give you a surprise lah... Cause you are forever with me when Jiejie and I go out shopping. And when I'm at home, you will always call my house to talk/disturb me. =S

Tuesday(11/12/2007)
Went out with Jiejie, Woon Ting and Yuxi for Kbox. Met at Dhoby Ghaut control station and walked to Paradiz only to find out that the branch there is closed already. -.- Had to walk all the way back to Dhoby Ghaut and took a train to Sommerset and walked to Cineleisure. We were supposed to be there for klunch from 11am to 2pm. However, due to all the travelling, we only reach Cineleisure at 1145pm. But the counter girl is soooo nice lah.. she allowed us to extend 30mins to 2.30pm. =DD

Dearie and Yue Xuan came to look for us. Then, we went to watch Hitman and shopped around. XDD

Had dinner at Food Republic. Had such a hard time looking for a seat, due to all those unconsiderate "taitais" who insisted on sitting there to chat even though it was peak hour. Moreover, many were standing around there waiting for seats. Reasons for occupying all those seats during peak hour:
1. They have ultra thick skins.
2. They are blind.

If they are really too rich and have nothing to do except chatting. Then why can't they go to a cafe?! Food court is a place for eating not for "taitais" to catch up. And if you all are taitais, then why can't you all just go to a cafe instead, since it wouldn't cost you alot more. And please... use those money that you have to:
1. thin your skins and
2. correct your sight!

More shoppings after dinner and home sweet home! =D

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有

[*Star*]

:))

2007-12-08T23:08:00.000+08:00

baking session! =D

2007-12-06T23:52:00.000+08:00

new blogskin~

2007-12-06T01:57:00.000+08:00

Post Exam Period

2007-12-01T23:52:00.000+08:00

YAY~!!! It's finally over! =D

2007-11-30T12:21:00.000+08:00

Exam SUX!!

2007-11-24T18:46:00.000+08:00

Why am I feeling this way??? ))):

2007-11-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

=((

2007-11-08T14:15:00.000+08:00

The Secret

2007-10-29T00:34:00.000+08:00

So sweet~!! XD

2007-10-27T23:56:00.000+08:00

Hair rebonding! =D

2007-10-14T22:33:00.000+08:00

Happy!! =D

2007-10-07T00:32:00.000+08:00

One-week holiday break

2007-09-30T17:22:00.000+08:00

9th September.. =D

2007-09-14T20:48:00.000+08:00

SCE Dinner & Dance

2007-09-08T01:12:00.000+08:00

pissed

2007-08-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

2007-08-26T00:42:00.000+08:00

Verdict Day

2007-08-11T13:41:00.000+08:00

1st week of school

2007-08-11T00:58:00.000+08:00

1st Day of school..

2007-08-06T23:06:00.000+08:00

Vanguard Night Cycling

2007-08-04T19:18:00.000+08:00

Beef Hor Fun, You Tiao,

2007-08-01T00:21:00.000+08:00

Vanguard Workout Day~!!! =D

2007-07-30T23:28:00.000+08:00

Vanguard's 2nd outing! KTV.. dinner.. movie! =D

2007-07-28T00:01:00.000+08:00

Vanguard Outing..

2007-07-27T00:32:00.000+08:00

1st Day of MSE & CSE Orientation Camp!!!! =D

2007-07-16T23:37:00.000+08:00

2007-07-14T23:37:00.000+08:00

my life is in a mess...

2007-07-12T21:50:00.000+08:00

For at least... You wouldn't see me cry..
If I really needed to.

Still loving [[you]] with my silly, scarred heart.

I can't help but misses [[you]]
I will be happy as long as [[you]] are.
Love [[you]] lots!! =D

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有

[*Star*]

silly dumb dumb in depression!!

2007-07-10T00:16:00.000+08:00

C o l o u r my world...

Still loving [[you]] with my silly, scarred heart.

I can't help but misses [[you]]
I will be happy as long as [[you]] are.
Love [[you]] lots!! =D

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有

[*Star*]

reluctance.. =,((((

2007-07-08T15:17:00.001+08:00

Liyan's wedding

2007-07-07T20:45:00.000+08:00

深情密码 OST
转身的时候 - 赖雅妍

看到你开心快乐的时候
我的心就像是飞跃的云朵　轻轻的
跟着你的脚步向前走
不让你看到最远的我

听到你哭泣声音的时候
我的手就像是清柔的微风　慢慢的
拭去你的泪水让它走
不需留意最近的我

为什么　就只想为你守候
在你身边就够　远近我都接受

每次当你转身的时候　我的泪在流
却只告诉自己让你　看到我笑容
每次当你转身的时候　我的心在痛
只能默默看着你　就消失在我眼中

伸出手紧握不放你的我
终于明白应该让你刚开阔　紧紧的
拥抱你的身影一分钟
就当作是告别步骤

为什么　就只想为你守候
在你身边就够　远近我都接受

每次当你转身的时候　我的泪在流
却只告诉自己让你　看到我笑容
每次当你转身的时候　我的心在痛
只能默默看着你　就消失在我眼中

什么时候开始　我忘了自己会不会哀愁
为什么明明该哭　却觉得很幸福
在看到你离去的背影～　喔

每次当你转身的时候　我的泪在流
却只告诉自己让你　看到我笑容
每次当你转身的时候　我的心在痛
只能默默看着你　就消失在我眼中
Woo Oh~ 让你走

Went to watch Transformers at The Cathay 2D cinema on Thursday with Miao and Nicholas.. It's super nice~!!! Haha! =D Went to look for inner beauty for my dress beacause the dress that I bought is a low back dress. Saw one, and it cost a BOMB!! =X In the end, I didn't managed to buy any, and still created a Joke of the Day out of it!! =S

Was considering if I should change the dress or continue looking for suitable inner beauty. But that yellow dress that I bought is really very nice. I don't feel like changing to the green doll dress that I asked the lady to reserve just in case I can't find suitable inner beauty for that yellow dress. Furthermore, the yellow dress look very special and elegant. Didn't see similar design for that dress yet, while the green doll dress look very common. Thus, I was asking Mom if I should change the yellow dress to the green doll dress instead since they cost the same amount. So.. the was thinking the yellow dress is more worth the price. But.. the yellow low back dress need to buy inner beauty lah. =S =S

Decided to continue looking for inner beauty instead. But brought the yellow dress along on Friday just in case I couldn't find suitable inner beauty, then can chage the dress at least. So Miao and I did all the necessary preparations for the wedding, before going out to find my inner beauty and younger sis's dress and shoes for the wedding.

Went town. Managed to find 1 at Robinsons. But.. the condition to get that convertible low back strap is that we need to buy 2 SETS of inner beauty. Imagine a bra already cost 80 bucks. 2 sets will cost 160 + cost of 2 panties. -.- That will cost at least 200 bucks I guess, just to get a convertible strap?! -.- The promter tried to persuade me to get 2 sets, but I told her I am only buying it so that I can use it for my cousin's wedding. I don't mind buying just the strap from them. But, they don't sell it. Think the promter pitied me after that.. Told me secretly that she will give me the strap even though I buy 1 bra only. So nice right? Shhhhh.... Haha!! =X Bought a pair of heels there too. =X

Went Metro Paragon to buy magic tape that holds clothings in place. It works like double sided tape, except that this works on clothes and we can stick the other side of the tape to clothes or body. By the way, this stuff was enlightened by Sandra. LOL!! Thanks girl, it's good! Haha.. =P Rushed to look for Galgal's dress next. Saw two. Showed her when she reached. She likes one of them, so it was good. Bought that white spaghetti bubble dress with brown ribbon from This Fashion. Next was to get matching heels for her. It was soooo rush. =S Walked back to URS at Hereen. Got Galgal's heels and 3 hair clips for myself. =)

As it was late, we took a cab down to Suntec to show Galgal the green dress that I reserved just in case she likes that better. But, she didn't like it. Haha.. Bought a pair of Ripples slippers for myself. Another 10 bucks gone. =,( Spent so much yesterday. Boohoo.. I can't spend anymore.

When everything was done it was already 10.30pm. Decided to take a cab home since we needed to wake up at 5am today. But the queue was so long. And all the cabs seemed to be on call for don't know what reason. Damn.. we are supposed to be on bed by 10pm and we are still outside at 10pm. The queue was clearing very slowly. Waited till 11pm and there was still a long way to go before us. Walked to take bus instead. =S Mom was totally pissed. =X

Reached home at 12am. Bathed and prepared all the necessary stuffs. Slept at almost 2am, and woke up at 5am today.. =S Washed up, ate a packet of biscuit for breakfast and did makeup. Left house at 7am for Auntie's house. Reached Auntie's house at 7.20am.. So early. We were the first to reach. Haha! =D "Socialised" with Kailin Jie Jie(younger cousin, bride's sis) and see makeup artist help Liyan Jie Jie do makeup, since we have got nothing to do. Haha... Liyan Jie Jie's friends reach at 7.45am or so. They prepared "games" for cousin-in-law before he can enter the house.

It was fun bullying the groom.. =P He was prespiring like mad though it was raining outside. And I could tell that he was very nervous as his hands were trembling. LOL!! XPp I was one of the "sister" of the bride. So, followed the couple back to Daniel's(cousin-in-law) home for tea ceremony. After that, went to the couple's new home. Liyan Jie Jie changed into another gown before going back to Auntie's home for tea ceremony. Saw their wedding photo album. The photos are so nice lah!! *Envy* Lolx.. =Pp

Ate buffet after tea ceremony at Auntie's house. Then, slacked at their house for 2 hours or so before proceeding to church wedding. *Tired* This is my first time attending a church wedding. I think the atmosphere is so warm and romantic! Woooo~ Haha... =D Tea session after that and headed home after that... Tired tired.

Lots of couples are holding their weddings today. Think today's date is quite nice.. 070707.. Easy to remember, so next time guys got no excuse not to remember their wedding anniversaries. Wahaha~!!! XPp

Still loving [[you]] secretly with my silly, scarred heart.

I can't help but misses [[you]]
I will be happy as long as [[you]] are.
Love [[you]] lots!! =D

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有

[*Star*]

=,(.... =).. =D

2007-07-04T23:27:00.000+08:00

深情密码 OST
转身的时候 - 赖雅妍

看到你开心快乐的时候
我的心就像是飞跃的云朵　轻轻的
跟着你的脚步向前走
不让你看到最远的我

听到你哭泣声音的时候
我的手就像是清柔的微风　慢慢的
拭去你的泪水让它走
不需留意最近的我

为什么　就只想为你守候
在你身边就够　远近我都接受

每次当你转身的时候　我的泪在流
却只告诉自己让你　看到我笑容
每次当你转身的时候　我的心在痛
只能默默看着你　就消失在我眼中

伸出手紧握不放你的我
终于明白应该让你刚开阔　紧紧的
拥抱你的身影一分钟
就当作是告别步骤

为什么　就只想为你守候
在你身边就够　远近我都接受

每次当你转身的时候　我的泪
在流却只告诉自己让你　看到我笑容
每次当你转身的时候　我的心在痛
只能默默看着你　就消失在我眼中

什么时候开始　我忘了自己会不会哀愁
为什么明明该哭　却觉得很幸福
在看到你离去的背影～　喔

每次当你转身的时候　我的泪在流
却只告诉自己让你　看到我笑容
每次当你转身的时候　我的心在痛
只能默默看着你　就消失在我眼中
Woo Oh~ 让你走

Well... Lots of things happened today. Supposed to meet BIG bully at 3.30pm at Orchard MRT. But he told me that he will be late, so asked me to leave house a little later... So considerate~!! Haha!! =)

The guy who claims that he has a friend looking for models called again using home number. Or is it his friend cause he claims that he does Port Folios. I picked up tha call and bluffed that I am not Beishan. I just changed my number. He asked if there are alot of people looking for me. And who am I am all those stuffs and whether I know Beishan's "new" number. So.. I bluffed again.. that I have NO relations to her.. =X Quote: It's not wrong to tell white lies - Nicholas Tan.. Haha!! =X He called me again awhile later. I didn't pick up. Damn.. Now that the number "no longer" belongs to Beishan. Why is he still calling? =S

Did some summaries of blogs in the morning. Ate lunch, then went to bathe. Mummy made me cry just before I went out... =,((( She indirectly said that I am petty that's why I quitted my job at East Shore Hospital. I meant... HELLO!! I was the one who was being BULLIED ok?!!! And why are you putting yourself in Sheela's shoes and said that if you are her, you will probably dp the same thing as her and not admit to all those things that you have done to me?!!! And furthermore..... why do you have to say that I was just too petty to leave that GOD DAMN PLACE?!! Have you ever consider how I feel when I am the one who is being BULLIED and NOT HER?!!!

I was so hurt when all that you said are just "helping" her say GOOD stuffs and what about me? Why are you putting yourself in her shoes and NOT mine?!! I am the VICTIM OK?! Have you ever put yourself in my shoes and feel how I felt? I can't control myself... Tears just flow down non-stop...

I hate myself...! =,((((

BIG bully asked me to leave later.. So I left house 30 minutes later.. Or should say I cried during that time. =S He reached on time though he said that he will be late.. =S I just left house when he has already reached there! Oh man! =X Felt so bad la~! =X

Yeah!! BIG bully will always brighten up my day without fail~!!! =D Not due to the fact that he used to be my school eye candy before we got to know each other, but due to his personality bah.. And we can talk about everything under the sun and SUAN and laugh at each other and stuffs~ Soooo.. glad to have known him!! ^^ He definitely can cheer me up lots!! Maybe that's why he got Mr Personality for Dinner & Dance. HAHA~!!! =P Thanks alot BIG bully!!!!! >_<

BIG bully was supposed to buy shirt for Saturday. But.. he has been so unlucky these 3 days. All the 3 shirts that he like is either out of stock or no more size... =(( He tried on this white top from Giodarno Concept shop at Wisma yesterday, and thought that it was nice. So, we went back today to show it to me. BUT?! No more le... =(((( *Disappointments after disappointments* Saiyang saiyang ok? Haha!! But.. I think I only practised suan-ing you leh.. Haha!! =PpP *Saiyang saiyang* <--------- I saiyang-ed you ok?! LOLx.. =Pp

Went Far East. Nothing caught his eyes.. Went to Tangs, back to Wisma.. got nothing too. *Orhhhh...* =(( Went Takashimaya.. Neither of us were hungry. But need to eat cause he has got meeting for Hall Orientation or something. Haha... Ate Fisherio for early dinner. Order Today's Special to share: Crayfish, Bosten Crab cake(nice~!), shrimp roll, Fish n Chips, with fries. He paid for it. =D I am supposed to pay for desert.

Went to Aji Tei Takashimaya for desert(yea.. again.. with a week) =X Thought that the branch at Takashimaya should be better cause it's TAKASHIMAYA, and there were so many display of all the nice deserts outside la. But... I was WRONG!! They were only so few to choose from la! =(( Don't have the Mango de that I had with Sandra and Miao. Only got strawberry and green tea flavour de... =(( But they serve you with hot green tea once you enter.. (Now I know why why they need to do that.. LOL!! =X) Ordered one Strawberry Parfaine and one Macha Sundae. =P Yea.. I paid for them.

Went City Hall after that, cause BIG bully is having his meeting there. Walked with him to Marina Square.. =) *kind~* LOLx!! =P Shopped around alone while waiting for Miao. (BIG bully don't feel bad la... haha.. =X) Miao took a cab down from Parkway to accompany me.. Haha.. Meanwhile I tried this top from MANGO. It was far far far too big though the size was 'S'.. =(( Walked over at Super speed to met Miao at Suntec.. =X

Went to Que Sera. Saw a nice dress there earlier. Bought a light yellow dress after much trying so many pieces and considering for soooo long.. =S I am the knid who will consider super long before buying anything I like for myself.. but this does not apply when I am buying it for others. It was quite late already.. So, Miao and I decided to walk to Bugis to take a bus home. Received 2 missed calls from BIG bully.. =S =S Called him back. He asked if we are still around.. go home together. Haha!! =D As we were already near Bugis. Thus, Miao and I met him at Bugis MRT platform to go home together. =D An enjoyable day with BIG bully... >_<

Still loving [[you]] secretly with my silly, scarred heart.

I can't help but misses [[you]]
I will be happy as long as [[you]] are.
Love [[you]] lots!! =D

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有

[*Star*]

cut hair

2007-07-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

I can't help but misses [[you]]
I will be happy as long as [[you]] are.
Love [[you]] lots!! =D

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有

[*Star*]

i miss [[you]]...

2007-06-30T23:02:00.000+08:00

Can [[you]] lend me your shoulder to cry on?

I think I need it quite badly now.. =((

Watched "It Started With A Kiss" today. It's not too bad.. =) Going to Ah Gong's house to celebrate his birthday tomorrow.

Still loving [[you]] secretly with my silly, scarred heart.

I can't help but misses [[you]]
I will be happy as long as [[you]] are.
Love [[you]] lots!! =D

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有

[*Star*]

=D

2007-06-30T00:10:00.000+08:00

深情密码 OST
转身的时候 - 赖雅妍

看到你开心快乐的时候
我的心就像是飞跃的云朵　轻轻的
跟着你的脚步向前走
不让你看到最远的我

听到你哭泣声音的时候
我的手就像是清柔的微风　慢慢的
拭去你的泪水让它走
不需留意最近的我

为什么　就只想为你守候
在你身边就够　远近我都接受

每次当你转身的时候　我的泪在流
却只告诉自己让你　看到我笑容
每次当你转身的时候　我的心在痛
只能默默看着你　就消失在我眼中

伸出手紧握不放你的我
终于明白应该让你刚开阔　紧紧的
拥抱你的身影一分钟
就当作是告别步骤

为什么　就只想为你守候
在你身边就够　远近我都接受

每次当你转身的时候　我的泪在流
却只告诉自己让你　看到我笑容
每次当你转身的时候　我的心在痛
只能默默看着你　就消失在我眼中

什么时候开始　我忘了自己会不会哀愁
为什么明明该哭　却觉得很幸福
在看到你离去的背影～　喔

每次当你转身的时候　我的泪在流
却只告诉自己让你　看到我笑容
每次当你转身的时候　我的心在痛
只能默默看着你　就消失在我眼中
Woo Oh~ 让你走

Woke up at 10.15am today. Ate breakfast, took a shower and prepared to go out. Went out with Miao, Yingg, Sandra, and Jeremy. Met Yingg first at Orchard MRT at 1pm. But.. We reached late.. =X Waited for Sandra and Jeremy after that.

Walked to Takashimaya. Somehow, Jeremry say I look like a penguin.. Hahaha!! =x Penguins are cute you know? Haha!! XP I told him that, and he replied, "But what happened to you?" =S Had Ajisen for lunch. Ordered Spicy Miso Noodles with fried prawns for side dish, and ice green tea. The noodles is seriously so much that I think I only managed to finish half of it. Threw the rest away. Yea.. Waste money!! =S Then, met Samantha.. cause she woke up at 1pm.. LOL!! =p

Shopped around a little before Sandra left for her tuition, and Jeremy left for work. Took a bus to This Fashion at Plaza Singapura to look at dresses for Liyan Jie Jie's wedding, while Samantha "picked up" Rajiv from Dhoby Ghaut MRT.

Went Plaza Singapura to eat MacDonald's as Yingg needed to leave for tuition at 7.30pm. The staffs there seriously don't understand simple English lah.. -.- Told them our orders more than 3 times, and they still got it wrong. And they made the same old mistake twice. Miao and Yingg was damn pissed. So Miao told them "Arh... I think it's ok lah...... -.-" after us repeating our orders more than thrice and them still making the same mistake twice. Yes!! and I was like ERM....... dots....... -.- too!!

Yingg left a while after, and Sandra came back after tuition.. YEAH~!!!^^ Rajiv wanted to go home because he don't feel right in his Army No.4.. Haha.. So, Samantha and Rajiv left. Sandra, Miao and I walked around at PS. Saw alot of cute cute stuffs from i-don't-know-what shop.. >_<

Planned to walk over to NUM at Hereen to see if there are more designs for party tanks. Just in case Piggy wants to change size or design. So, at least the next meeting venue is more or less set. Lolx.. =X Hmm... But don't think I will be meeting him this weekend though, not if he tell me anything. Haha!! But, next weekend like also can't leh. =(( Need to attent Liyan Jie Jie's wedding on Saturday and Sunday he mostly need to stay at home to rest a bit, pei parents, pack his barang barang and prepare to book in again. Nah... =(( I miss him.. =((( Maybe go out with him after Liyan Jie Jie's wedding? Hope her church wedding would not last till too late. And I am supposed to be one of the "sister", so I need to reach her house by 8.30am for tea ceremony and visitings. Then go home get changed and rush for her church wedding. Hope I still have energy by then. Haha.. =X Shall see how first bah... =)

It was drizzling quite heavily, so Sandra came up with this idea of going to Marks and Spenser to choose clothes for each other and try it on to take photos. LOL!! =p It was definitely funny!! Sandra chose this super flowery top for me with a long green skirt and a super flowery Ama top and a "matching" flowery skirt for Miao. Miao looked super duper Ama-like lah!!! LOL. It was seriously so funny that my cheeks was hurting after that. Haha!! Poor fitting room girl there needs to hang and put it back. Lol.. =X *Oops!!* Haha!!! =P

It was still raining outside, and Sandra hasn't taken her dinner. So, we went Aji Tei Cuisine & Desert House to eat. Yea.. eat again! HAha~!! =X Was waiting to be seated and Miao suddenly say,"Oi!! Isn't that erm.. Syivester or...?" My first reaction was like.. HUH?!! WHERE?! I thought he can only book out on weekends?! Then I looked at the direction, Chey!! Is Sebestian and gf.. Stupid Miao!! -.- Hahaha~!!! =X They wanted to eat there too and were looking at the menu. Haha.. =) Seb turned over just as they were about to show us to our seats. I waved to Seb, but he didn't wave back... He looked abit stunned though.. Haha.. =X

The food and deserts there is nice~ and not too expensive compared to other Japanese restuarants. Can consider eating there again. =) *Yummy~!!* XD

Walked over to Hereen even though it was still drizzling. Romantic huh? Lolx... =p Yea.. walked in the drizzle with Miao and Sandra, romantically~ Haha!! =X Tonight got late night shopping.. Haha.. =) But NUM was in the mids of closing when we reached there cause Hereen aren't one of the shopping centres taking part in it. =( Nevermind.. shall go next time bah. Walked to Paragon and Tangs. Learnt new stuffs about from Sandra~! Hoho!! XD

Went home after that. Legs were so damn tired from walking on wedges for the whole day. Haha!! =X Shall turn in liao. Tired! Nitex nitex and sweet dreams~! =D

Still loving [[you]] secretly with my silly, scarred heart.

I can't help but misses [[you]]
I will be happy as long as [[you]] are.
Love [[you]] lots!! =D

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有

[*Star*]

Get well soon, Piggy~!!

2007-06-27T23:12:00.000+08:00

Broke..

2007-06-24T22:28:00.000+08:00

feeling down...

2007-06-23T23:49:00.000+08:00

dreams of [[you]]..

2007-06-22T22:29:00.000+08:00

=)

2007-06-21T20:58:00.000+08:00

Sadness... Promise

2007-06-20T23:14:00.000+08:00

2007-06-20T00:06:00.000+08:00

I am missing [[you]]..

2007-06-17T14:16:00.000+08:00

Chalet

2007-06-16T21:45:00.000+08:00

深情密码 OST
转身的时候 - 赖雅妍

看到你开心快乐的时候
我的心就像是飞跃的云朵　轻轻的
跟着你的脚步向前走
不让你看到最远的我

听到你哭泣声音的时候
我的手就像是清柔的微风　慢慢的
拭去你的泪水让它走
不需留意最近的我

为什么　就只想为你守候
在你身边就够　远近我都接受

每次当你转身的时候　我的泪在流
却只告诉自己让你　看到我笑容
每次当你转身的时候　我的心在痛
只能默默看着你　就消失在我眼中

伸出手紧握不放你的我
终于明白应该让你刚开阔　紧紧的
拥抱你的身影一分钟
就当作是告别步骤

为什么　就只想为你守候
在你身边就够　远近我都接受

每次当你转身的时候　我的泪在流
却只告诉自己让你　看到我笑容
每次当你转身的时候　我的心在痛
只能默默看着你　就消失在我眼中

什么时候开始　我忘了自己会不会哀愁
为什么明明该哭　却觉得很幸福
在看到你离去的背影～　喔

每次当你转身的时候　我的泪在流
却只告诉自己让你　看到我笑容
每次当你转身的时候　我的心在痛
只能默默看着你　就消失在我眼中
Woo Oh~ 让你走

Had diarrhoea on Tuesday.. =S My butt was almost eroded away. Didn't know why I had diarrhoea though I did not eat any outside food for the past few day. In fact I didn't even eat much too. Only ate a piece of bread for breakfast that morning. =X Was so afraid that it will affect my Astrology Exam the next day. Furthermore, there was still chalet waiting for me!! I wanted to go enjoy myself at the chalet so much.

Had Astro Exam on Wednesday morning. Woke up at 6am for the 9am paper. 6am was like so early, compared to my usual wake up time at 11am. Slept for only 3.5 hours cause I was busy going through those online tutorials and past year papers with Wai Tuck. Those online tutorials really freaked me out. The "basic-theory" MCQs are so tough that I failed so badly. Made me so damn demoralised and felt like crying on seeing my results.

Luckily, the Astro papers are still do-able. Should be able to pass it, hopefully. Need it to pull up my GPA man. Went home to pack all the chalet stuff.. clothes, bikini, suntan oil and toiletries... Waited for Miao to come back home so that we can go there together.

Called Prakash to pick us up from Tampines MRT as Aloha Changi is quite an ulu and inconvenient place. It ended up that Rajiv and Farhan came instead, cause Prakash wanted to "socialise" with all the girls and made Farhan and Rajiv come pick us up.. -.-

Ate at Changi Village for dinner while waiting for Sandra and Jeremy!! =D Sandra and Jeremy are so cute together.. Lolx!! =Pp Went back chalet to cut birthday cake and get changed before clubbing at Zouk. WOw... there were so many people there!! Didn't quite like the clubbing experience.. Don't understand why are people paying so much just to go there to drink and dance to those eardrum-breaking loud music on the squeezy dance floor all night long. From this clubbing experience, I've only learnt that far more rude than guys. Most of the time, girls are the ones who are elbowing me instead of supposedly "bigger-sized" guys who requires more space to move about. This does not make any sense at all. -.- This is just what I think on my very first clubbing session.

It ended off by Prakash's car number plate being shown on the big screen saying," Will the owner of this damaged car remove your car immediately." So, everyone went out, only to relieved to find out that it was actually not damaged. They only wanted him to park his car somewhere else!! -.-

It was already 4am plus, so we drove back to the chalet to rest. Chatted a little at the chalet and went to sleep. Slept till almost 12pm in the afternoon. Packed out stuff and left for Sentosa. Went suntanning and swimming till 5pm plus then we left for dinner.. steamboat at Marina South. Didn't eat much. Wasn't hungry at all, though others were all starving. Haha... I am so super! I can survive without food for a day. Lolx.. =P Went back chalet after that to bathe, chat and rest. Miao bathed 1st. Sandra and Jeremy reached soon after. Sandra needed to interview the Bapoks at Changi Village for her school project, and asked me and Miao to go along. Scott and Farhan wanted to get some things from Changi village too. So they took another car. Jeremy drove us there.

One of them asked us to come back later. So, we went to the food centre to eat something before going back again. Didn't interview any of them cause they declined to be interviewed. Went to Geylang to look at prostitutes after that, cause Miao and I have never seen their night life before. Syivester was still outside when I called him at 1am plus. So, I asked him to call me when he's done, and we go pick him up. But he didn't call. Headed back chalet. Jeremy drove us to Old Changi Hospital on the way back. I think I saw something under one of the trees near the OCH when Jeremy drove us to the foot of OCH. But none of them saw it.. =S =X It was no longer there when we drove pass it the second time back to the chalet. =S I am also not so sure if it was just me and my imagination or are my eyes are playing a trick on me or what.

Went back to the chalet to bathe. I requested Miao to remain in the room to accompany me, but she refused.. =S =(( I had no choice but to take a quick bathe and rush out immediately. =S Was practially looking out for "things" throughout the whole bathing process. Felt so insecure... =S If [[you]] had come, at least it would be better for me. I am quite sure [[you]] will stay in the room and maybe chat with me while I bathe or maybe just stay there to make me feel more at ease. Plus [[you]] didn't even call or sms me at least to say that [[you]] will not be coming after your friend's gathering. Luckily, I didn't stay up to wait for your call. Else I will look so like a fool!!! Sometimes, I just think that [[you]] are taking me for granted, and to be honest.. I am hurt and disappointed though I am defending [[you]]. I just don't show it. I don't like to show the world my troubled self, fearing that it will trouble and burden them too. I would rather keep it to myself. Perhaps.. this is why I always get hurt.

Went to sleep after some ghost story session. Jeremy showed us a ghost video. Miao and Farhan watched it mute first. Then Jeremy on the sound for Scott and me. I jumped out of the sofa seat when the ghost appeared. Luckily, I passed Scott Jeremy's handphone before that, else I guess I would have thrown it out when it appeared. Haha!! =X

Brought in all the sofa cushions into the masterbed room. Miao, Sandra and I slept on the bed, while Scott, Farhan and Jeremy slept on the floor. Haha... =p The guys tried to scare us when we lay ourselves to sleep. =X Tried to stay awake and waited for your call, but fell asleep soon after cause I was really tired. =X

Miao checked my handphone secretly when she woke up (Miao.. I know ok.. I was awake la.. Haha!! =p )Woke up at 945am only to realised that everyone in the room has woke up already. =S Checked my handphone again. No message still.. -.- I told myself.. I sure am a fool to like [[you]] so much.

Packed our stuff and booked out of the chalet at 1030am. Went Parkway Parade and then Suntec to have lunch. Some things happened and to be honest, I am quite pissed but tried hard not to show it. Not that it was only then. Actually I was already pissed with some things before that and this had to add on to it. Thanks huh?!! -.- Was not in the mood to do anything.

Went home after that.

I can't help but misses [[you]]
I will be happy as long as [[you]] are.
Love [[you]] lots!! =D

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有。

[*Star*]

Hurt badly.. =,((

2007-06-15T20:06:00.000+08:00