Tuesday, January 06, 2009
@ 9:17 PM
Why? Why is it that my tears flow uncontrollably today?
It's only the 2nd day of work. Yet.. I am so tired.. so tired of having to wake up at 530am and only be able to reach home at 8pm. Does anyone knows how hard it is.. to travel 2 hours just to go work, and then 2 hours back home after work? Can anyone understand how hungry I was to only have my three meal at 6am, 12noon and 8pm... And the worst is I had to eat with people whom I am not very familiar with, not much of a common topic and worse, food sucks and it cost so much!
I miss you so much.. Words can never describe this feeling... I have never experience it so strong before.. The thought of you, the thought of not able to see you whenever I need to, and not able to hug you when I am down makes me mad.. my tears will just flow uncontrollably whenever I imagine you smiling at me. I think I can flood my whole house suming up all my tears today.
This is really terrible! I hate IA! I hate lunch breaks with unfamiliar people! I am tired of this lifestyle!